I’ve had this post saved on my computer now for almost two weeks. I keep trying and trying to write it and for one reason or another the thing hasn’t gotten written. Two weekends ago Cagedmonkey and I decided to have a few drinks and just let loose a little. It was a much needed night after a few long weeks of getting a lot of things settled. It’s been a mad dash the past month getting all that going but everything seems to be falling into place. The night turned out really fantastic, we laughed and flirted and genuinely enjoyed being with each other. If you follow us on Twitter, you know I had some extremely wet panties! Hehe It really just turned into such a great night and a pretty exciting and intense night as well. We didn’t have plans for anything in particular to happen but boy, oh boy, did things ever happen!
After a few drinks and lots of playful flirting and giggling and just having fun we decided to end our night in the bedroom. Cagedmonkey may have hinted to me about how slutty he was feeling and I may have taken that into consideration while he stopped in the bathroom before coming to bed. Which is where he found me laying on the bed with the strap on around my hips. I told him to climb up on the bed and suck my cock, I grabbed his head and made him do it faster, harder and deeper – gagging on it over and over.
I told him, “go get the lube and come up here and be a slutty for me.” He crawled up the bed straddling my hips and my strap on. He stroked my Thruster and got it nice and lubbed up. I made him ride my strap-on like my slutty boy and at one point I even made him turn around and face my feet so I could watch how slutty he was being for me. There may have been some safeword usage right at the very beginning but it was merely a pause because I kind of rushed things and pulled him down a bit too fast and hard on my Thruster! Hehehe I forget he can’t just take it in his ass like I can sometimes!!
Honestly, I wanted to write this super-hot post that would have gotten you all extremely horny, I’m sure but it’s just been too long now to get into all those feelings and all that intense hotness. It ended up that I had some pretty severe Domme drop after that night and it really did take me a few days to recover from the overwhelming feelings I was having. It was like a fucking roller coaster ride of swinging emotions. One minute I was loving how slutty I made him be for me and the things I did to him and the next I was regretting doing them, feeling bad for doing it and just overall questioning myself. I was dealing with a lot of fear during that time… fear that maybe I pushed him too far, that maybe it was just enough that he may want to be done and possibly leave me. Yes, these are completely irrational thoughts but I had a wide range of all emotions while I was dropping and it was no fun what-so-ever. He has made it quite clear to me that “it was goooooooooooooood!”
It’s too bad, really, that I didn’t get to write that really hot sexy descriptive post but this is the reality. This is real life and sometimes that trumps the hot sexy things we do.
Hopefully, next time, we have more fun like this and be able to get a nice sexy post written about it. Like I said – Life.