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I don’t often dream or, I should say, I don’t often remember my dreams. When I do remember, they aren’t typically sex dreams. Let me tell you… Last night I vividly remember some very intense, teasy, sex dreams! I wish I could remember exact scenes in my dream but, I more remember the feeling of the dream. I remember feeling sexy and wanted and how it felt to tease and keep CM aching and then having full blown, letting him cum, sex with him! I remember the feeling of cumming so hard with him. Oh it was amazing!!! Needless to say, I am very horny this morning and hubby’s butt felt so good when I gave it a squeeze before he left. I totally would have had some hard sex with him if I wasn’t sick and having my lady cycle.

It’s kinda interested that I would dream about stuff like that because over the past week or so I’ve been telling hubby about how bad I want to make him cum! He’s been denied since June and I get so excited thinking about when I finally do allow him to. Having that power of deciding the moment I’ll give him that pleasure. That moment I’ll allow him to explode and feel all the sexual pleasure from it.

I was telling him about all the ways I could possibly make him cum. I even mentioned doing it privately in his clothes, in a public setting, and making him sit in it afterwards. It would be such a privately humiliating thing. We’ve never done anything like that but it could be fun hehe 🙂

I am extremely excited that it’s the end of the year, simply because that means I will be making him cum soon. That also means I get to have lots of wonderful sex with him without having to worry about him stopping or accidentally cumming while I had be him denied.

Happy Thanksgiving! Who among us doesn’t love dorky holiday-themed blog posts? 🙂 Today, we both want to talk about what we are thankful for in our lives sexually, since we can’t really talk about these things at the dinner table with family!

He Said:

The thing I’m most thankful for is that I somehow lucked into finding someone who enjoys the exact same kinks that I do. Female domination and orgasm denial were always things that excited me (chastity was a later development), and I’m extremely lucky to have married someone who shares those interests. I’ve seen so many people struggle to find a partner who shares their kinky desires, and I’m glad I never had to do that.

I’m also thankful that ML enjoys playing with, teasing, and using my cock. She could very easily lock my cock up and ignore it for however long she chooses, but that’s not her style. She enjoys edging me, making me crazy, instructing me to fuck her until she cums on my cock while denying me the whole time.

Lastly, I’m thankful that I married a wonderful woman who connects with me emotionally and sexually… and she has fucking incredible tits, too! Damn, they are awesome. 🙂

She Said:

I’m incredibly thankful to have a submissive husband. I’m completely and utterly a control freak. I need things to be in order and how I want them. I also need to know that I am wanted, desired and loved. Having a subby hubby, that I control and keep denied and achy and horny for me, is only natural. It fits who I am and what I need, exactly. It fills my love tank nice and full.

I will admit that I’m also very thankful for my hubby’s large cock. If his cock wasn’t so big, we could easily be in a cuckold situation where I’d need some big thick cock satisfaction. I don’t think I could actually do that so, I’m thankful that his cock is amazing and completely satisfying.

I’m so thankful to be married to a man that can handle the amount and level of teasing I give out. I am, by no means, easy when it comes to teasing and edging and denying him. He takes it all, anything I want to do to him or make him endure and I am incredibly thankful for his strength and resilience! 🙂

I really do love that My Lady keeps my cock locked up in a chastity cage. It can be frustrating at times, but I love that she keeps it controlled and that it’s hers and that it only gets hard when she allows it. I love that she wants it that way, too, and that she’s not just “doing it for me.”

But then again…

It is a nice feeling to wake up in the morning fucking rock hard and NOT have steel bars digging into the throbbing horny flesh of my cock. 🙂

After 17 days of being locked in my chastity cage 100% of the time, My Lady finally unlocked me last night and within moments I was deep inside her wet, wanting pussy.

And within a few more moments, I was already being careful not to accidentally cum inside her.

It felt SOOOOOOOOOOOO good to finally be released from my cock cage after being locked inside for 2+ weeks – waaaaaay to long for a man to go without having an erection, in my opinion (especially with such a sexy wife with huge, beautiful tits and a deliciously wet horny pussy). ML stroked me for a few seconds before we started fucking, and even her hand wrapped around my cock felt incredible after being denied the sensation for so long.

But her pussy just feels so damn good!

She’s pretty tight under normal circumstances – which is pretty impressive, considering how big my cock is and how much I stretch her out, lol – but when I’m locked up for a while, she feels even tighter on me. But even with that, her pussy just knows how to take me. She gets so wet and slippery, her pussy squeezes me perfectly, and the sex is just fucking awesome.

We indulged in some morning sex today, with ML riding me a little bit before some bent-over-the-bed doggie – My Lady even had a nice good cum on my cock by the end of it. Then, with her excuse being that I was unable to fit my still-hard cock back into the Jailbird, she sent me to work uncaged. Her true plan was to keep me crazy all day long, though, since she has already had me sneak off twice to edge in the bathroom. I’m actually finding it hard to concentrate on anything with my cock free and unlocked like this, knowing at any moment ML could instruct me to tease myself even more for her.

Today I had cagedmonkey wear the plug all day… Just to give him an all day reminder of what I control. While he was locked and plugged I decided to send him some pics too. I love how he reacts when I send him sexy pics and there is nothing he can do about it. I love hearing how horny he gets because of it and how he struggles in the cage.

A little cleavage fun 🙂

And then a little more than cleavage fun hehe I hope you all enjoy, just as much as hubby did!

It seems like CM is always posting pics about what he wakes up to in the morning. How he thinks I’m beautiful and loves my body and boobs and all that. Well he’s not the only one that gets to wake up to complete sexiness beside him in the morning. This was my view yesterday morning as I woke up. I had to stop and tell him to freeze so I could take my own picture. I love how he looks, especially locked in his cage for me.

I love sleeping next to him naked. I love the way his skin feels. I love how he’s the perfect amount of warmth when I need it. I love how we can sleep all entangled up with each other and we both feel so incredibly comfortable. It’s amazing that we can snuggle up so close and fall asleep together like that.

I know at first I was a little worried about how I’d feel about him getting his nipples pierced but I really do like them and I love playing with them and making him squirm when I grab and pull on them. They really are fun and I look forward to finding fun ways to incorporate them into play. His nipple rings and cage really are extremely sexy.

So yesterday, I was feeling better than I had in a while so I decided it was time to take back control of things. Things with my house, my life, my kids and my hubby. It was time to get this house back in shape and cleaned up. I was almost like a drill sergeant, in a way, getting things going. At one point I told hubby I was sick of feeling like crap, sick of hurting and being sick and feeling like I was not in control. I told him, in a half whisper right at his mouth with my lips barely brushing his, that I was taking back my control, of the house, the kids and of him. I told him exactly what he would do to help clean. How he’d do laundry and anything else I asked and I even told him he could “shut his little fucking mouth” about how I went about getting this house back together. Lol it was surprising to me that I finally felt strong enough and good enough to use that tone with him.

I am the one who should control this house and control him, he gave me that control over 5 years ago. He chose to hand me his keys and trust that I could competently control him. I felt a lot of power yesterday and I felt in control and I needed it. My illness does not control me.

Under normal circumstances, a week goes by pretty quickly – it’s crazy that it’s already November this year! But one thing that always slows time down is having my cock locked up 24/7.

ML has had me wearing the Jailbird since Monday, and she’s making up for lost time by making sure I’m locked up tight for a while. And “tight” is an understatement at times: I was reminded earlier in the week that I usually start having trouble sleeping about 3 days into a 24/7 lock up.

There hasn’t really been any talk of when I might be unlocked; the fact that it will be at least a month is kind of assumed, but after that… who knows? My Lady is keeping me denied of orgasms until Christmas at the earliest, could she also keep me locked unto then?