ML is extremely determined to keep me locked up for the entire month. Previous attempts at lengthy 24/7’s usually ended at about 3 weeks or so, which is where we are right now. Although she has been pushing herself lately (and denying herself, in a sense), she really wants to keep me locked up and frustrated for the entire month.
When My Lady gets very turned on, her sexual aggression reaches what would best be described as “turbo-charged” status. The control she has over me turns her on so much, which feeds her aggression, which pushes the limits of her control over me even further. This cycle continues going round and round until she reaches horny maniac critical mass. And when she can’t hold back any more, she unleashes her sexual fury on me.
Last night, ML and I were sitting watching TV, and we started getting kissy and touchy like we usually do before I have to go to work. ML eventualy made it to her favorite position, straddling my body and kneeling high over me, pushing my body down into the couch. I looked into her eyes and I could see it building in her. Her entire body shuddered and she moaned as her body pressed into mine. I groaned, loving the feeling of being compressed by her weight. Then I felt her body change, tensing up as the desire to take me overwhelmed her.
She lifted herself up and looked down at me. Before I could say anything, she reached down and grabbed my face and forced me to kiss her. It was a rough, animalistic kiss; her tongue darted deep into my mouth, attacking me from every angle. Her hands squeezed my chin and cheeks, forcing my mouth open as she shoved her tongue into my mouth. I wasn’t even kissing her back; instead, I was simply being kissed by her. I had no choice but to be taken by her lips and tongue… not that I would have resisted if I could have.
As My Lady forced her kisses on me, she began to grind her hips into my lap. Soon, I was moaning and whimpering into her mouth, wanting so badly to be free of my cage and inside her warm wet pussy. My moans turned ML on even more, and she growled as she grabbed my head and shook me against the back of the couch. She was like some sort of feral sexual monster, let loose and attacking her prey. I was helpless, and it felt so great.
Eventually, the energy was too much for My Lady to deal with, and she had to climb off of me to rest and catch her breath. I was no better off; I, too, was out of breath, as well as throbbing in my cage. We just sat and held each other for a few minutes as we recovered from the moment. I was almost totally limp, I was just “there.” It felt very sub-spacey, although I don’t think either of us were fully there. It was damn close, though.
After a few moments, we were able to talk to each other again. We shared lots of “wow”s and “oh my god”s and “what the fuck was that”s, but I let ML know that it was all a good thing. Sometimes, when ML reaches this level of aggression and lets loose on me, she gets worried afterwards that the things she did went too far. This often will lead to dom drop for her. As we talked, I made sure that ML understood that I want her to be like that. I want her to be as agressive as she wants to. I want her to act and not think. I don’t want her to be holding back in the moment, thinking if what she wants to do is right. If she wants to do it, I want her to do it…. and I mean anything. We always talk things over after an intense scene; if something that she tries doesn’t work for us, we can work it out afterwards. And, I always have my safeword as a last resort in the moment.
When My Lady lets loose her aggression on me, it is a beautiful and powerful experience. I want her to know that I want her to let the animal in her out and take me as her prey. There really is nothing else like it.
Hi cagedmonkey,
Thank you for sharing such a wonderful passion filled animalistic moment of desire! 😀
I agree with you that nothing beats being taken in such a primal way. To know that she is just satisfying her pent up desire and not concerned with you getting anything out of it is such a submissive dream come true!
Thank you for sharing such great experiences, I have enjoyed reading your posts!
Take care,
jen
Thanks for the comment Jen! I really loved hearing all of this too. I love knowing that he actually wants me to let go and give in to my natural aggressiveness. It certainly helps hearing it to combat the Dom drop I typically get. 🙂
Thank you for your reply Lady M!
One more thought came to mind. Other than in the middle of a really severe whipping, I’ve never thought my Mistress ever was too aggressive. I guess I’m greedy, because I’m always wanting more discipline and more aggressiveness :-D.
If she were to “really hurt me”, I unquestioningly know she had absolutely no intention of doing so.
About a year ago she was being her most aggressive she had ever been. I was on all fours and she was using a dressage whip. She was so good with it that I was kicking my legs up and down frantically at times. The skin on the tops of my big toes was completely scrapped off due me being on carpet. I still have visible discoloration.
She had Dom drop/guilt as a result, but I told her this is 200% what I signed up for. I will get hurt to varying degrees, that is the reality and depth of my submission to her. I wouldn’t have it any other way!
Thanks, jen! Not only is it amazing to watch ML be so free and also be a part of it, but I like the feeling I get when she shows me how badly she wants me. 🙂