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I must admit, I haven’t been the best sub that I can be lately.

Don’t get me wrong, I haven’t been disobedient or resistant. I haven’t been cranky or irritable. I haven’t whined or begged… too much (My Lady loves a little bit of desperation, after all!). I’ve been very giving with both my time and energy lately, doing whatever I can to please My Lady. The problem isn’t what I am doing or not doing. The problem is the reasons and motivations behind my actions.

My motivation for pleasing ML is pretty much expected at this point in my denial – I’m goddamn horny as fuck with a heaping side of blue balls. After a solid month of being teased nearly nonstop by the sexiest woman I’ve even known and not being allowed to cum, I guess I can’t be blamed much for that. But as much as ML loves the desperate state of aching horniness that I’m currently in, it sometimes works against my subby mindset. I’ll explain.

I’ve written before about how much I love to lick My Lady’s pussy. I love how she tastes, I love how her body reacts when I give her sweet kisses on her clit. I love it when she moans when I shove my tongue as far into her pussy as I possibly can. I love how her pussy walls squeeze my tongue when I wiggle it around inside her. I love how her body shudders when I swirl my tongue around her clit. And it feels great when I give her a nice, loud, intense orgasm with just my mouth.

And now here’s the problem: did you notice how many “I”s there are in that paragraph? The answer is: waaaaaaaaaaay too many.

I’ve noticed that recently I’ve been focusing too much attention on what my body needs or what my mind wants. It’s too much “me.” I’ve been asking to be unlocked a lot more often this month than I have ever before; and, although ML loves to hear me beg, I’m not so much begging but asking as if I expect a yes. Espcecially after pleasing ML in one way or another, I’m getting those “Okay, what about me?” feelings very frequently. This can’t go on.

I’ve been pleasing ML very well lately, but I’ve been doing it because I want to do it. I need to get back to pleasing her because she wants it. I need to get back to doing what she wants, not asking if I can do what I want. I need to get back to licking her pussy because it feels good for her, not because I think her pussy is delicious. And I need to get back to making her cum if and only if she demands it, not because I love to do it. I need to push my sexual needs and desires so far behind My Lady’s so that there is absolutely no question which is most important.

ML already has plans to get me moving in the right direction. After mentioning that I was off for the next two nights, she responded with this text:

Good. I’m in the mood for some ass worship. It’s been awhile since I just laid on my tummy and had you make love to my ass with your tongue.

She always knows just what I need. 🙂

Last night, I performed one of my most favorite duties for My Lady – I acted as her “on demand” pleasure tool. It is so much fun when she does this, because she shows just how much in control she is of my sexuality when she uses it whenever she wants to as much as she wants to.

ML unlocked me earlier in the day, so I had a feeling she was going to want to play with her toy and tease my cock at some point during the night. We sat with each other watching TV after the kids went to bed, and she turns to me and says, ‘Take your cock out now and stroke it.” Yes ma’am! I immediately began masturbating for My Lady, and I was soon wiggling around on the couch and moaning as it started to feel really good. I had to slow down quite a few times in order not to cum, but I was under orders to not stop unless ML said I could. She forced me to string myself along, moaning and commenting on how wet she was getting as I continued to stroke.

She finally allowed me to stop, telling me to tuck my cock back into my underwear. I was to keep on my toes, though, as she quickly explained, “When I get up, I want your glasses off and your cock out, so I can use either one to get off when I want to.”

Oh my fucking God, I almost came in my pants right there.

How hot is that? She’s warning me that she’s so horny that she is going to be using me more during the night, and I better get myself ready for her. It would be my responsibility to please her whevenever and however she wants. And the sense of foreboding was amazing… she said when, not if.

Being the good boy that I am, I followed My Lady’s instructions. I made sure I was always aware of how she was sitting, preparing for her to stand up and make her way over. This kept me turned on and hard for the entire night, waiting for when it would happen. And then there she was, rising to her feet and moving quickly towards me. I just barely had enough time to remove my glasses before she climbed up on the couch and shoved her wet pussy right into my face. She smeared her pussy juices all over my face, making me a sloppy wet mess. Then she grabbed the back of my head and pulled me into her hard; I felt her pussy spasm around my tongue as she came quickly. She repeated this another 3 times, and also sat down on my cock once… facing the TV, no less, truly making me feel like an object to her.

After the last time she finished fucking my face with her pussy, she sat back down and spread her legs wide. I was mesmerized by her beautiful pussy, I couldn’t take my eyes off it. ML pulled me out of my haze by saying, “Bring that cock over here now and fuck me with it.”

Damn, her choice of words was driving me nuts. Bring that cock over here and fuck me with it. I really was just a plaything to her. I obeyed her immediately, kneeling at the foot of the couch and sliding my cock into her pussy as she slouched slightly. It felt fucking amazing to be in her pussy again, but the position made it more difficult for me to cum. In the past, it might have been almost impossible to achieve orgasm the way I was kneeling; after a full week of being teased and denied, all it did was give me the ability to hold back juuuuuuust enough.

ML began rubbing her clit as I slowly thrusted into her, being careful not to get too carried away and lose it. As she rubbed faster, I could feel her pussy squeezing my cock. She looked into my eyes as her orgasm hit her, and her pussy nearly squeezed the cum right out of me. I struggled to keep myself from cumming as her pussy almost crushed my shaft with its spasms of pleasure. ML began to come down from her orgasm, but there she was rubbing her clit again. She wasn’t done with me yet. It was as if she was in a frenzy; cumming on my cock once wasn’t enough. I used all of my effort to hold back. Then I felt her pussy pulsing again; she cried out loud as she came on my cock once again. Her hips bucked towards mine; I pushed further inside her, giving her my full length, and her body shook all over as her orgasm brought her to even bigger heights. Somehow, I was able to get through all of this amazing sexiness – ML’s legs spread, needing to be fucked, demanding to be fucked, her body shaking from her orgasm, moaning loudly, and gawd her fucking pussy felt soooooooo fucking good I swear – without cumming myself.

Finished pleasing herself with her toy, ML motioned for me to get up and move to the other couch. She then told me that I better get soft in a hurry, because I would have to be back in the cage before I left for work. Not more than ten minutes after My Lady’s warm tight pussy was wrapped around the shaft of my cock was it locked back in the Jailbird once again. And tonight, at work, I’m as horny as I’ve been in quite a while. My cock is still super sensitive; each movement I make causes my cock to wiggle the slightest bit against the cage, reminding me that the unyielding steel is no substitute for the soft wetness of ML’s pussy.

However, I also sit here feeling very satisfied. Not satisfied in the orgasmic sense, that privilige is My Lady’s alone until the chooses otherwise. No, I am satisfied in the way I was able to perform for My Lady. I truly loved being her dick on demand tonight, and I can’t wait until I get the chance again to do so!

“What are you looking for when you do that?”

She said it with a breathy, trembling voice that can only be spoken by a woman in the moments between one orgasm and another. She didn’t get a chance to explain exactly what she meant by the question, as my tongue swirled over her clit and pushed her farther towards her next climax. I continued to gaze up at her from between her thighs as she came again, her pussy quivering under my lips and gushing wetness all over my chin.

I’ve talked in the past about how much I love to watch My Lady have an orgasm. Lately, I’ve started to watch ML more intently as she cums… so much so that ML might have thought something strange was going on, hence her mid-cunnilingus question. I answered (afterwards, of course… you don’t stop licking pussy to answer a question when your woman has her legs wrapped around your head and is humping your face like a dog humps your best friend’s leg) that I just love the way she looks when she is cumming. She is so beautiful, I swear. This look of pure pleasure and complete bliss comes across her face; she gets this tiny smile before her mouth drops open and she begins to moan. She closes her eyes and her eyebrows furrow, as if the pleasure is almost too much to bear. And her hands pull me towards her, as if to say there is nothing else that can make the moment more perfect other than being closer to me.

I love to watch her at the moment when her orgasm starts to get extremely intense. The past two nights, after licking her pussy for a while, ML and I have “cooperated” to give her very strong and very long orgasms – she rubs her clit while I finger her deeply with two fingers, my fingertips end up rubbing the inner wall against her fingers; in essence, we both rub her clit from opposite ends until she cums like a mad woman. Looking at her face when the orgasm begins to hit a new level and take on a life of its own is simply magical; I can see in her eyes when it begins to run away from her. She looks at me with surprise and concern, with just a tiny hint of fear, perhaps? It’s amazing. I know just when to say, “it’s okay, I’m right here baby… go as high as you want to.” That usually pushes her further as she knows she can truly let loose and be safe with me. The aftermath is wonderful, too – the shellshocked look on her face, somewhat unaware of what exactly just happened to her… just tonight, I had to point out to her that she was still rubbing her clit minutes after she had cummed herself out, as if her hand were on masturbation autopilot. That’s pretty hot, in my opinion.

So that’s what I’m looking for when My Lady has an orgasm – the moment where she loses herself and turns herself over completely to the pleasure that I am providing for her. It proves to both ML and myself how well I perform my subby duties for her. Because that is my ultimate goal – to submit to her sexually and give her anything and everything she could ever want or need.

 

Today I had my last orgasm of 2014.

Well, actually, I had three of them, but that’s beside the point. The point is that I won’t have another one for the rest of the year.

Thankfully, I knew this going in, so I was able to get really nice mental pictures of all of them. My first cum of the day was in the morning – before I went to sleep, My Lady came upstairs to “tuck me in.” She cuffed my hands to the bed, climbed on top of me and rode my cock until I was just about ready to explode. Then the stroked me the rest of the way while sliding a finger in and out of my asshole.  It sure helped me get to sleep, I can tell you that!

My second and third orgasms were pretty much back to back. ML once again gave me some anal stimulation during my orgasm, only this time it was a little bit more than her finger; she used Pearl on me and she allowed me to stroke myself to orgasm. That was a REALLY nice one! It has been a while since I stroked my own cock to orgasm, so I don’t know if that made it so great, or if it was Pearl giving me a little extra sumthin’ sumthin’, but it was a really good cum. The third was right afterwards – ML continued to stroke me right after my orgasm, giving me a little bit of POT for good measure. She got me close and then allowed me to jerk myself off again… it was my birthday, after all, and is there a better present than allowing your chaste male to masturbate? I didn’t think so! I made myself cum a third time, and I was nearly drained by the end of it. I think this was ML’s goal, because she promptly had me lock up in the Jailbird before I headed to work.

And so begins my 6-month-plus period of orgasm denial (ML has said that I might get an orgasm for Christmas, or perhaps I’ll have to wait until 2015, she isn’t sure). This is going to be a difficult test for me. Not only will my denial be the longest I’ve ever gone through (by far!), My Lady and I have discussed trying some things during this chastity period that will also set new benchmarks. She wants to keep me in the Revenge  for longer than I’ve been before, locking my cock away where I can’t even see it let alone touch it. She is also interested in attempting a longer period of denying my any erections at all, locking me in the Jailbird 24/7 for a full month. With the discovery of ML’s new favorite toy, going that long will be easier than it has been in the past.

Well, easier on her at least. It doesn’t get any easier for me no matter what happens. And I know that ML will be taking every opportunity to make things even more difficult for me, teasing me whenever possible. I can already see the excitement in her eyes, and we’ve barely just begun. But I have to admit… I’m excited about this, too. I’m exicted to see just how far I can push myself, and how much farther ML can push me after I break down.  🙂

cagedmonkey: So…….. can I cum yet? 🙂

Lady: Uhhh, no love, it’s just not time for that. Especially when you’re at work.

cm: Of course. Why do I even ask? lol

Lady: Hoping one time I’ll actually say yes? 😉

cm: I guess so, although I have a hard time believing you will say yes. There have been times recently where you were so horny I thought you might cave in, but you didn’t. If you didn’t give in during those times, I doubt you’ll ever give in to me early.

Lady You’re right, I’ve become much stronger than in the beginning. At first I was still in the “need to please him” phase even if I didn’t think I was. Deep down I didn’t want to frustrate you, upset you, etc. It just caused me to be weak to your pleas.

cm: Now it seems like it’s the exact opposite – the more I beg and plead, the more you enjoy it and the harder you push me!

Lady It must be bittersweet that I’ve become so strong, huh?

cm: Honestly, I couldn’t be happier. I know that I can be honest with you about how I feel (sooooo frustrated!!!) and what I want (to cum sooooo bad!!!!), and not worry about influencing you or topping from the bottom. You truly are in full control, and I’m very lucky to serve a dominant with such a strong sense of what she wants.

Lady You are a lucky boy! Hehe 🙂 It wasn’t hard after awhile to embrace the frustration and let it entertain me. Once I was able to almost laugh at your situation, I began to really get enjoyment out of your frustration. I started enjoying the control of making you so incredibly horny for me. I just love getting you to that point where you HAVE to touch me just to feel my skin… because you’re THAT horny.

cm: And I definitely am that horny! Speaking of which…… can I cum now?

Lady No :)~

cm: Damn…..

I’ve written in the past about how I love to lick My Lady’s pussy. This is a known fact, nothing new to report there. But my love for oral sex doesn’t stop at cunnilingus.

Earlier tonight, My Lady and I shared a nice warm shower. She mercifully unlocked me prior to getting in, so I could thoroughly was both myself and my cage. Standing under the water with the sexy nakedness of ML, kissing and caressing each other, I got hard pretty quickly. Usually in the shower I’m the one kneeling and washing her all over, but this time ML knelt down in front of me and began sucking my cock right there in the shower. My legs got all wobbly and I couldn’t help but let out a loud moan. She was only able to do this for about a half minute until her cock sucking skills combined with the fact that I haven’t cum in nearly 3 months and I was right on the edge of orgasm.

After shampooing ML’s hair, she bent over slightly in front of me, rubbing her butt against my still hard cock. I slid myself up and down her crack as she reached back and took me in her hand, guiding me towards her. Surprisingly, she didn’t line me up with her pussy; instead, she aimed my cockhead for her tight asshole. Using the shower water as lube, she took my fat cock inside her with ease. I fought like hell not to cum inside her ass – it felt incredible!  I grabbed her hips and thrusted against her; she moved back against me slowly, knowing that I would easily blow my load if she pounded me deep inside her. I had to bow out quickly once again for fear of spilling my load. We finished our shower and exited the bathroom together.

Later that night, as I was getting ready to leave for work, I assumed my proper position on my knees at the front door. Normally, I lick her pussy to an orgasm (or two, or three, at her discretion), but this time I asked her to turn around and bend over. She did as I asked. I licked my lips as I spread her ass cheeks wide and slid my tongue deep into her asshole.

I absolutely LOVE tongue fucking ML’s ass. It’s so fucking dirty and wrong and damn, I just love doing it! She always ends up moaning loudly, sometimes cursing and bouncing her hips back at me. When I shove my tongue into her ass really deep, she really starts to lose it and goes nuts! Her pussy is always dripping wet afterwards. I love doing this for My Lady, and it also makes me feel super submissive as well.

Tonight, due to previously having my cock inside her asshole, I was able to spread her much wider and get my tongue much deeper. She was squirming and wriggiling her hips in mere seconds. I pushed in deeper and deeper, and she got louder and louder. I was getting such a rush, it was so amazing to be able to do this for her. Eventually, ML couldn’t take it anymore – she pushed me back onto the floor, squatted above my face  and shoved her pussy into my face. She was cumming almost instantly as I licked and sucked her clit. I was in heaven.

I will proudly admit it – I am an ass-licker. How could I resist My Lady’s sexy fucking asshole? Besides, I have a rule: if I’m willing to put my dick there, I’d better be willing to lick there. 😉 Pussy licking is defintiely my favorite, but I will never tire of tongue fucking ML’s asshole… especially if she keeps moaning like that when I do it!

Oh, Lord, do I love eating My Lady’s pussy!

I absolutely love making ML cum with just my tongue. It turns me on so much that I can please her with just my mouth. ML will say that I’m pretty talented with my tongue (and I won’t argue, hehe), but I think most of my “talent” comes from being totally into doing it and adjusting to how My Lady is reacting.

My Lady enjoys it when I make love to her pussy with my mouth. I kiss and lick her pussy all over, sliding my tongue in between her soft pussy lips. I treat her pussy lips the same way I would treat her mouth if I were kissing her – I use my mouth all over, sucking her clit and lips gently into my mouth, worshipping her pussy with my mouth. Her hand will almost always caress the back of my head and pull me closer to her, wordlessly asking for more. I love the connection we have when I please My Lady like this.

Tonight, however, was something completely different.

ML laid down on the couch, and I began doing my duty.  :)~  Very quickly, I felt a strong desire wash over me. I was hungry for her pussy. I wanted it. I wanted it badly. I began attacking her pussy with my tongue from all angles. This wasn’t the nomal, sweet pussy licking My Lady is used to. This was on another level. This wasn’t making love with my tongue, this was fucking her pussy with my mouth. And I was fucking her as hard as my tongue would allow.

I sucked on her clit hard, swirling my tongue fast over and over on her sensitive flesh. I controlled my breathing so I didn’t let up on her for even a second. Soon, she was gasping, trying hard to keep her moans quiet. She looked down at me and met my eyes, and she knew. She saw my eyes smile as I increased my speed. Her hips rose up to meet my mouth as she fought to hold eye contact. She saw my eyes smile as I moaned into her pussy, and that set her off. She cried out and her hips lifted a good foot and a half off of the couch. I held her down as best as I could with my hands and my mouth, never letting up my tongue-flicking pace.

Then came one of my favorite “My Lady Reactions” – the curse words. When her orgasm takes off and she really loses control, she starts spewing dirty words all over the place, heavy with “fuck”s and “oh shit”s and the oh so wonderful “goddamn motherfucker.” Tonight was no exception; I was called all of those names and more, and yet my tongue STILL didn’t waver.

I think near the end, My Lady was simply continuously cumming. She would buck her hips up and hold them in the air for a few seconds, then back down and up again. She whimpered, she moaned, she screamed… I was in fucking heaven. Giving My Lady pleasure this intense is what keeps me going! When I finally let her down off of her orgasmic rollercoaster, she was panting to catch her breath and I was smiling from ear to ear with her gooey pussy cum all over my chin.

I went to go get a towel for my chin, and when I came back into the room ML was frantically rubbing her pussy. Apparently, just the afterglow of the amazing pussy eating she received was enough to make her want to cum again. So, being the good boy that I am for her, I went over to the couch to help her out. I slid two fingers inside her soaking wet pussy and began to fuck her with my hand as she rubbed her clit. Even after cumming so much while I was eating her out, she came hard once again – I absolutely LOVE how multiorgasmic ML is, and easy to trigger as well! This time, I felt her pussy grip my fingers as she came, and she squirted pussy juice all over my hand and the couch!

It was a very intense night. My Lady loves to be serviced like the lady she is, but sometimes she craves to be taken hard and aggressively. I am glad that I not only am I able to do both of these for her, but I can also sense exactly what she needs from moment to moment.

(click here for Part 1)

Day 2 started off in very similar fashion as Day 1: kids dropped off at day camp, naked breakfast in bed. This time, My Lady was the one who wanted to be fucked. I have been craving a little power switch for a while, so this was perfect for me. ML ordered me to take the strap on we have named “Mr. O” (because it was one of the first strap on toys we tried that made her cum without much effort) and fuck her as hard as I possibly could with it.

Um……. OKAY!!!

I took full advantage of the freedom ML granted me to dominate her. We started out in missionary position, and once I got the strapon lined up well – which is not very easy, considering I can’t feel a thing – I began slamming it into her wet pussy. Soon the bedroom was filled with the sounds of my hips smacking against her inner thighs, the wet slurping of her horny pussy, and ML’s passionate moans and cries.

I began to really get into it. I could feel the power growing within me, and I liked it. It has been a LONG time since I’ve been able to really let go and pound the hell out of my wife’s pussy. Either my cock is locked up or I’m incredibly sensitive and I need to be careful while I’m inside her. But, considering I was using the strapon and couldn’t feel a damn thing locked up in my cage, I was able to go full speed, full power on her. And it felt great.

I flipped ML over and took her from behind doggy style, grabbing her hips and pulling her back towards me, pushing the fake cock farther into her pussy. She moaned so loud, it fueled my desire to fuck her even harder. I reached down and pulled her hair back, forcing her throat to stretch as she continued her animalistic growls as I fucked her. Then, I shoved her face down into the pillow, muffling her cries as I shoved my thumb into her raised ass. She squealed as I continued to pound her from behind. She sounded like such a good little fuckslut that I rewarded her with some nice hard, deep fucking.  🙂

I fucked her as deep as I possibly could with the strapon. My Lady was clawing at the bed, trying desperately to find something to grasp on to in order to keep herself grounded. Finally, I put all of my weight into one last deep thrust inside her. ML screamed as I held the strapon inside her, then she convulsed as she suffered through a very intense orgasm. She grunted and groaned as each wave hit her body with great force. It felt wonderful to make her cum like that – I knew she had been missing being fucked good and hard for a while – but I also wished I could feel her tight pussy clenching and squeezing around my cock.

After a very long and intense orgasm, I took the strapon off and we curled up in bed, both nearly exhausted and ready for a naked nap together.

Then….. it happened.

Reality, that fucking cunt bitch, crashed the party.

ML’s phone rang next to the bed, it was a family member from out-of-state calling her. Calling with not good news. Very very bad news.

Her father had just passed away.  🙁

He was by no means a “healthy” man, but he wasn’t near death’s door or anything. This was an absolute and complete surprise. Needless to say, ML was devastated. She spent the next ten minutes crying into my arms. I held her close and supported her as she poured everything out onto me. I felt terrible that she had to go through this right now, but I was glad that I was able to be there instead of me being at work or something else.

Once My Lady regained a little bit of control over her emotions, we laid in bed curled up with each other and talked. It was such a sad situation, however we both agreed that it would have been much worse had the phone call come abou 20 minutes earlier when I was fucking her with the strapon (LOL!).

Considering the circumstances, My Lady is actually taking it very well. She has had moments of emotionality, as would be expected – breaking into tears at random times, a little loss of mental focus, etc. But she is strong, much stronger than even she thinks. And she knows she has me to help her through this.

We will be taking a road trip to attend his burial ceremony this weekend and into next weekend. I hope you readers will understand if we aren’t able to post as much as we have in the past. We will do our best, but we can’t guarantee anything. Best wishes to everyone out there, and please keep ML and her family in your prayers.

A few nights ago, My Lady and I were laying on the couch together, and things started to get sexual… as they very often do nowadays. 🙂 We began kissing and touching each other; things started to get really hot, really quick. I rolled over on top of ML and began thrusting my hips towards her as I kissed her deeply. All of a sudden, both of us felt it at the same time: we flipped the “power switch.” All of a sudden, I felt very dominant and powerful over ML.

When I get dominant, I tend to talk dirty a lot. I rubbed up on her, and I started asking her if she wanted to get fucked. If she missed taking my hard cock deep inside her slutty wet pussy. ML was getting turned on, too, pushing back up against me as I pushed my hips down against her. I pounded my hips down on her, doing everything I would be doing if I was fucking her pussy as hard as I could… except for the fact that my cock was still locked in its steel cage, of course.

Afterwards, I started to get a little down. All of the simulating of the dominant, forceful sex kinda made me miss it a bit. I realized that I really do miss my cock. I miss being able to fuck My Lady hard and deep. I miss the way ML’s warm pussy feels when it’s squeezing my cock. I miss being able to fuck ML more than three thrusts at a time. Hell, right now I just miss my cock getting hard!!!

I didn’t expect these feelings to show up so strong and so soon into the 24/7 month. I’ve gone 24/7 longer than this, but not with the pretense that I would be waiting an entire month for my next full erection. It’s really getting to me this time around. I’m not really having second thoughts about all of this – chastity is still the most amazing thing that has happened to our sex life, and I wouldn’t change it a bit. But still, I can’t deny that right now a decent part of me truly feels like a prisoner locked away against his will. This is when chastity truly becomes “enforced chastity.”

The bondage rope is quickly becoming one of My Lady’s favorite toys. Last night before I left for work, she chose to give me something to remember her all night long with. And it was VERY effective!

ML started off by using the rope to tie me down to the coffee table in our living room; she cuffed my wrists together, and then used the rope to attach the cuffs to my thighs, running the rope around my cock cage for good measure. Now, if I tried to move my hands upwards the rope would tug on my cage and pull on my balls. ML let out a tiny giggle as I tested her ropework for her; she was obviously enjoying herself already, and we were only at the beginning.

Once I was secured to the table, My Lady grabbed her prized butterfly paddle and began to spank my ass. As she whacked my ass harder and harder with each swat, I began to whimper after each hit. My reactions began to fuel her desire, and she spanked me harder and faster until it seriously started to sting. She sat across my back to hold me down and paddled me more. I could feel my ass starting to turn red as each blow stung my ass cheeks. I could tell by ML’s breathing that she was getting very turned on, and when she gets very turned on she starts to lose herself in the moment. When this happens, there’s no telling what’s in store for me next!

What was in store for me, apparently, was a very rough pegging!

My Lady first started working Pearl into my ass. Pearl is a small-to-average size dildo, so it wasn’t too terrible. ML began fucking my ass with it fast and forcefully; I could feel it rapidly filling me up and exiting me, only to fill me up once again. I began to moan uncontrollably; ML’s response to this was to simply fuck my ass even harder. After a few minutes of this, she removed Pearl from my ass and reached for something much, much bigger.

The dildo she chose next was the large bronze one she has used on me before. This thing just looks painful – it’s longer than I am, and the head is extremely thick at the base. The shaft thins out to give a little bit of relief, however it is ribbed which rubs against my asshole over and over as it thrusts into me. She pressed the head of the dildo against my asshole. I wasn’t sure if it was going to go in at first! I felt my asshole trying to stretch around the bulbous head, and it didn’t seem to quite be getting there. No need to worry, though… ML shoved it in hard, forcing my ass to open up and accept the intruder. I grunted loudly as she shoved it in farther. God, it hurt SO FUCKING BAD. It felt like the dildo was pulling apart my insides.

My Lady began to fuck my ass with the huge dildo, roughly and without mercy. It didn’t take long for me to start sobbing and whimpering. I couldn’t take it anymore; I begged her to stop. I pleaded. And how did My Lady respond to my pleas? She leaned over and cupped her hand over my mouth and told me to be quite while she fucked my ass like a good little slut so I didn’t wake the kids (omgggggggg).

It was at that moment I started to break down. I didn’t just want her to stop. I needed her to stop. My Lady had never done anything this intense with me while the kids were in the house. I couldn’t stay quiet. I physically could not. Yet My Lady was forcing me to. I needed to scream. I needed to cry out in tortured agony. But I couldn’t I wasn’t allowed. So instead, I simply broke down and began to cry into her hand.

My Lady did it. She broke me. But did she stop? Oh no. She wasn’t finished with me yet.

ML pushed the dildo further into my ass; instead of screaming in pain I simply flopped down on the table like a rag doll. She pushed in as far as she could, thrusting deeper into me as I let out what would be best described as a long deep groan. I’ve never made that sound before. Then again, I’d never had a huge dildo pushing so far into my asshole I could feel it all the way up to my hips inside. My Lady held in in place deep inside me. My whole body shuddered as I struggled to keep my screams in my chest. I felt precum pouring out of my cock as I was harshly milked, I honestly didn’t care. All I cared about was surviving being impaled by the bronze monster My Lady was assaulting me with.

Just as I was contemplating whether I should safeword or not, My Lady pulled the dildo out of my ass. She untied me from the table, but I couldn’t get up. I laid on the table, as limp as a ragdoll. When I was able to lift my head, I saw ML motioning me to lay on the floor, face up. I slowly moved over to where she wanted me. She stood over me and removed her soaked-through panties. Facing my feet, she squatted over my face and shoved her dripping wet pussy into my face. For the next ten minutes, My Lady alternated between rubbing her pussy all over my face and pushing her asshole down onto my tongue. I fucked her ass with my tongue as a good sub should, and I sucked on her clit when she moved it within my reach. After she rode my face to two orgasms, she laid back on the couch and waved me over again. “You have a mess to clean up,” My Lady said. I crawled over and licked her pussy to a massive orgasm that seemed to last about 5 minutes. Even after all of the pain I was put through, I smiled proudly at my ability to make My Lady cum so hard with my mouth.

After we took time for our aftercare (always important after a scene like this!!!), My Lady sent me off to work with a sore throbbing asshole. And the weird thing is that I was horny all fucking night long. I still am, about 12 hours after everything happened. I think this the worst horny I’ve ever felt!