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The Long Awaited Orgasm… For Her

Posted by cagedmonkey on June 28, 2014
Posted in: Orgasm Denial, Sex, Tease & Denial. Tagged: , , , , , , . 6 comments

The last few days have been interesting, to say the least., thanks to my My Lady’s self-imposed orgasm denial. ML began to feel the effects of the denial very quickly. Within a day she was already beginning to feel her level of horniness rise… which, if you consider the fact that she regularly cums 4-5 times a day, going stir crazy after a day isn’t particularly abnormal. Not only was she going without orgasms, but she also deprived herself of any penetration whatsoever. No toys, no fingers, not even my tongue was allowed to enter her pussy. The combination of those two denials really got to her.

By Thursday, her sexual obsessions were continuing to build, as shown in this text she sent me:

I gotta find something to do in order to keep my mind off all this sex stuff!

Hell no!  🙂  ML was only beginning to experience what I have been feeling for almost a month now – a near constant and frenzied need for sex. True, she is almost always wet and wanting sex, but it’s a completely different thing when the need hits you. It was finally getting to her, and it was showing. All of those times I would kiss her passionately, or grind up against her in the kitchen as the kids ate breakfast… actions that normalyl made ML moan softly were now producing louder and louder moans accompanied by sort-of-whimpering noises. And when I would grab her hips from behind and simulate fucking her doggy style, she would ram her ass back into me and her body would begin to shudder; I could swear she was fighting off one of those spontaneous orgasms she has from time to time.

Because of her denial, my role briefly changed from pleasing My Lady to teasing her. I didn’t stop licking her pussy, but I did always stop just short of making her cum. I started to get really good at edging her; several times I stopped all stimulation juuuuuust as she began to warn me of her approaching orgasm. There were times she had to work hard to keep herself from going over the edge, I got her so close. I was a fast learner, apparently.

Tonight, a mere four days after begging her own trial of orgasm denial, she couldn’t take it anymore. I was licking her pussy on the couch, bringing her to the very edge of orgasm over and over. After a particularly intense sequence where I edged her three times in a row and held her there with gentle licks on her clit with only the tip of my tongue, she finally broke down. She said that she needed to cum real bad, and either she needed an orgasm right then or else she “might just cry.” I couldn’t have that! I asked My Lady to tell me to make her cum.

To give her credit, she wrestled with the decision. I could tell she wanted to push herself more. She wanted to go farther. But she couldn’t; she had reached her limit. She grabbed the back of my head, pulled me into her pussy, and ordered me to make her pussy cum. And that’s exactly what I did.

It didn’t take long for her to cum, and she came fucking HARD. As I felt her pussy spasm under my tongue, her legs squeezed around my head and she lifted her hips off of the couch. I didn’t stop licking her clit for a second, and her orgasm got even more intense as I continued. She was grunting and groaning loudly, trying hard to keep the sounds to a minimum but failing at the attempt. I waited for her orgasm to begin to subside so I could give her the other thing she was craving so badly.

She had the same idea as I did. “Finger my fucking pussy, God damn it,” she said through gritted teeth. My hand was already in position. I thrusted two fingers deep into her, spreading her pussy open wide for the first time in days. Her eyes shot open wide and she cried out. I felt her pussy squeezing me almost immediately, and it gripped me even harder as I began to thrust in deeper. She was cumming, flying head first into one of the most intense orgasms I have ever witnessed. Her face flushed a deep red as her orgasm started. Her body crunched up, abdominal muscles flexing as wave after wave of climax crashed into her body. Her eyes were having trouble focusing steady on any one thing; her eyes with would lock with mine for a second before flying around wildly, nearly rolling back as the power of her orgasm pushed her to the edge of consciousness. Then, when an extremely intense shock of pleasure hit her, she actually stopped breathing for about thirty seconds. I had to remind her to keep breathing, although I’m not even sure she was able to hear me at all. Nevertheless, I held her tight and kept whispering “I got you” in her ear over and over, letting her know she was safe to take the ride as high as she wanted to.

Eventually, I could see it in her eyes that she was coming down. I smiled as I looked into her eyes and kissed her. She barely kissed me back, most of her energy drained by the massive orgasm she had just endured. Her eyes were drowsy and she was yawning over and over, her body fighting to catch her breath. It was absolutely AMAZING. I was so happy that she was able to experience such an intense orgasm, especially after waiting for it for so long (at least, in her opinion).  😉

So, overall, the female orgasm denial experiment went pretty well, I think. ML handled the denial like a trooper, only giving in after I pushed her pretty hard. And damn, was that orgasm worth it! I hope she feels the same way I do and is willing to try this again in the future. Definitely not for a while, though; she needs time to recover from this!!!

Two Can Play at That Game!

Posted by cagedmonkey on June 26, 2014
Posted in: Male Chastity, Marriage, Orgasm Denial, Sex, Tease & Denial. Tagged: , , , , , , , . 15 comments

There has been an interesting development in our T&D games this week.

My Lady has expressed some (tentative) interest in experiencing the locked side of chastity – she is willing to explore female chastity with me…. sometime in the unspecified future, according to her. 🙂 The thought of me in a dominating role with her is intriguing, she admits, but even more interesting would be how absolutely insane batshit crazy horny we would be for each other if we were both locked and holding each others’ keys. ML would never be interested in a long term version of this, and neither would I; she will always be the ultimate keyholder for me. Even in a mutual chastity setting, if she really REALLY wanted out, I’d allow it. She’s the boss, after all.

After approximately two weeks of total 24/7 chastity, ML is beginning to long for her much desired PIV. Sure, she’s gotten plenty orgasms (either from my tongue, my fingers, or her magic wand),  but she is really missing my cock. Rather than cave with over a month away from her goal of pushing me to August, she decided to challenge herself a little. She decided to test herself to see just how much denial she could handle – two days ago, she enacted a self-imposed ban on orgasms and penetration of any kind!

And I will admit this right now… I’m having a lot of fun with it.  🙂

First off, I’ll say that it hasn’t really been about me dominating her, really. It’s more like ML is using me as a tool to tease herself and to see how much she can take. It’s less “YOU’LL CUM WHEN I ALLOW IT, YOU LITTLE SLUT” and more “Am I teasing you well, ma’am?” It may seem like a strange dynamic, but it’s working and we are having lots of fun so far.

Pleasing ML so often in so many ways has put me in tune with her body and her responses to stimulation. Up until now, I’ve used this info in order to please her as best I can. Now, I’m using the knowledge of her responses to keep her from cumming. She may be an expert at edging me, but I can do the exact same thing to her. To be honest, it’s actually a little more difficult considering that ML can literally think herself to an orgasm (if only I could do that!!!). I have to be a little bit more careful in pushing her close to the edge, and I also have to rely on her not to deliberately make herself cum with only her mind. But she’s been playing the game the right way, and her pussy has almost been constantly wet since we started.

Edging ML sure is fun, but I might be enjoying teasing her with penetration even more. Before I left for work tonight, I was rubbing my fingers in between her pussy lips, spreading her wetness around. She was breathing heavy pretty quickly, and I could feel her hips pushing towards my hand. I pressed my fingers just the slightest bit more, almost pushing past her tight inner lips and into her pussy but juuuuuust not quite. ML began to whimper and moan, which is something I thought only I did when I was being teased.  🙂  Even hotter was what her pussy was doing – I could feel her pussy lips sort of grabbing at my finger and trying to pull me in! I could tell she was desperate to have anything inside her. I gave one last push with my hand before removing it from her pussy. ML growled in frustration and her body shuddered as she struggled to fight off one of her famous spontaneous cums.

I totally respect My Lady for trying this out and seeing what she is capable of. I know for a fact that she will never be able to last as long as I do without an orgasm; she just loves cumming too much! That’s a good thing, too, because I love making her cum. To be honest, I don’t know if she is going to make it to her goal of getting to the weekend without any cumming or penetration, but the fact that she is giving it a try is impressive enough for me.

Alternate Pleasure Centers – Activated!

Posted by cagedmonkey on June 21, 2014
Posted in: Male Chastity, Orgasm Denial, Tease & Denial. Tagged: , , , , , , , . 1 comment

She looks up at me, that sexy confident look in her eyes. She knows exactly what she is doing to me as her tongue snakes out and tickles my sensitive flesh. I whimper softly as she teases me with her tongue, smiling as my body begins to shudder. I moan loudly as she sucks me into her mouth, pulling gently with her lips.

I could easily be describing what it’s like getting a blowjob from My Lady, only this time I’m not. With my cock locked up 24/7 until the end of July, it will be quite a while before I feel ML’s wonderful mouth on my cock. What I described above is ML’s new favorite form of oral sex – licking and sucking my nipples.

Lately, I’ve been finding that, since my cock is unavailable to receieve the sexual pleasure sensations that my body craves, other areas have stepped up to provide these sensations. In layman’s terms… my nipples are hella fucking sensitive all of a sudden. It seems as if they are almost constantly hard, and I can feel them rub against my clothing. Sometimes at work, when I go to put a pen in my pocket, I accidentally graze my nipple through my shirt and it gives me a small full-body shudder. And it’s not just my nipples; my balls are also extremely tender from being so full and being stretched so often when the cage pulls on them.

Don’t think ML hasn’t noticed this. She now takes any opportunity to tease me with these newfound sensitive areas. She has already taken a liking to flicking them with her fingernails or pinching them through my shirt whever she gets the chance. And when she gets me alone (and shirtless), she loves using her mouth on them – licking, sucking, and even biting them – and watching my uncontrollable reactions. The intense sensations shoot down my chest and build right behind my throbbing cock, increasing my desperate need for release.

My Lady knows that teasing these areas of my body have a strong effect on my horniness. And when I say she takes any opportunity, I mean she takes any opportunity. This morning, ML went out for some errands while I slept. I woke up while she was still out; I checked my phone and found a text message from her waiting to be read:

When you get this, I want you to pinch your nipple with one hand and roll it between your fingers, massage your balls with the other. You’re going to do that for 7 mins… because that’s my favorite number!

I love it when she teases me from afar. 🙂

It only took a few minutes before I was moaning and writhing in the bed. I took a moment to text her that I was awake and how it felt; she responded:

Love it!!! Since you stopped in the middle, now you have to start over. Hehe 🙂

Serves me right for not following My Lady’s instructions to the letter!

 

Prest-o Tease-o with my Magic Wand

Posted by Lady M on June 20, 2014
Posted in: Male Chastity, Orgasm Denial, Sex, Tease & Denial. Tagged: , , , , , , , , , . 8 comments

Last night was wonderful. Cagedmonkey was great about serving me and eating my pussy over and over until I was so sensitive I had to make him stop. I was writhing around clenching his head between my thighs. I was practically wrestling him around on the couch with all my strength, but he was relentless. I tried so very hard not to stop him by using my safeword but it was too much, my clit was extremely oversensitive.

I will point out that I held off on my safeword until real pain set in. I loved that he wouldn’t stop and wanted to make me cum over and over as much as he possibly could. There just comes a point where a woman’s clit seriously starts to hurt and I mean pain… not the good pain either.

I still loved every second of being pleased and gushing my pussy juices out. I loved him cleaning up all my juices and sucking my freshly shaved pussy lips clean.

As I do every night, I sent cagedmonkey off to work with my juices all over his face, smelling me and tasting me. After he left I watched a little tv but I couldn’t stop thinking about what had happened earlier and was getting myself turned on. I even got the chance to tell a dear subby friend all about how he ate my pussy which turned me on SO much more. I couldn’t help it, I just HAD to masturbate.

I took myself upstairs, grabbed my wand and “Adam” and decided to give myself one massive orgasm. Would it be fair NOT to tease my boy by sharing the orgasm with him? Heck no that’s not fair so I decided I would take pics of everything I was doing and text them to cagedmonkey to drive him absolutely bonkers. It turns him on SO much knowing that I take full advantage of my ability to have an orgasm any time I want!
image I started out with the wand on a nice gentle low speed. A comfortable make-me-feel-oh-so-good speed. That really got my juices flowing and I was soaking wet before I even came! I just kept getting hornier by letting the wand vibrate me this way. So much hornier that I just had to feel a big cock in me. Since mine isn’t available I needed the next best thing. I got “Adam” and got him all ready to fully fill up my pussy.
image I used Adam at a nice medium pace, careful not to slam it into me to hurt me. I basically made love to myself sweetly with my awesome realistic dildo. I wanted to make sure that this big orgasm I was about to have would be enjoyed by hubby when he got home. So I decided to have it on his pillow so my juices would be waiting there for him to sleep in. So here is a picture of what I left for him.
image I do think texting him and showing him all of this while it was happening was quite an effective tease. But perhaps he’ll want to tell you all about that.

The Joy of My Lady’s Orgasm

Posted by cagedmonkey on June 14, 2014
Posted in: Female Led Relationship, Male Chastity, Marriage, Orgasm Denial, Sex, Tease & Denial, Wife Led Marriage. Tagged: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , . 3 comments

I am truly lucky to be blessed with a KH that not only seems to be horny all the time, but is also highly orgasmic. Whether I’m licking her pussy, fingering her, or playing with toys, I absolutely LOVE giving My Lady an orgasm. And I am very thankful for the multitude of opportunities I get to make it happen!

Take today for example. My Lady came upstairs to tuck me into bed this morning, and we began kissing and cuddling as we normally do. I could feel her excitement growing as my hands touched her all over; her body was pushing closer to mine and her breathing had gottern more rapid and deeper. Instinctively, I slid my hand between her legs and into her panties; they were absolutley flooded with her pussy juice. I rolled ML onto her back and began to rub her slippery pussy lips and her throbbing clit. It didn’t take long for her to start thrusting her hips up towards my hand. Soon I felt her body tense as she came, struggling to keep her moans quiet to avoid alerting the children downstairs of our naughty fun.

Later on, after the kids went to bed, ML and I shared a shower together. We were both heavily turned on once again, ML pressing her wet naked body against me, my cock straining against steel. I took the opportunity of being in the shower to give ML a nice, good squirting orgasm (always a favorite in the shower because of the lack of clean up needed). My Lady had also brought Adam into the shower with us, and after a good hard cum she wanted to be fucked. I used Adam to fuck her doggy style, holding the rubber dick where mine would be if it weren’t confined by the cage. I fucked her from behind nice and hard, my hips slapping against her ass as I drove deep into her. With no need to be quiet, ML moaned louder and louder until she squealed as she came all over the fake cock. My cock twitched in its cage in jealousy as I felt her pussy squirt some more pussy juice down our legs.

Then, just before it was time for me to leave for work, I had the chance to make My Lady cum again. This time, she was laying on the couch when she called me over as I was in the middle of getting dressed. She pulled me down and forced me to kiss her before demanding I finger her pussy until the same. I gladly obliged! I stood over her, looking into her eyes as I slid two fingers deep into her horny wet pussy. She moaned deeply as she maintained eye contact; it was so fucking intense! I fingered her deeply and firmly, just the way she likes it, and she was close to orgasm within minutes. Her body was writhing and tensing as her orgasm approached. She reached up, grabbed the back of my head, and pulled me down until our foreheads were touching. Then, My Lady looked directly in my eyes as her orgasm hit her. I could almost feel her sharing her intense pleasure with me, and I couldn’t help but moan in unison with her as her orgasm continued to flow through us both. She stood up on shaky legs and I stood up with a painfully constricted penis.

It really is a joy for me to be able to give My Lady such wonderful pleasures. One reason is because she looks God damn fucking sexy when she is cumming, but it’s not only that. My Lady and I share an incredible bond, a bond that is emotional and spiritual as well as physical in nature. ML understands that I will not be experiencing the pleasure of my own orgasm for quite some time, so she is gracious enough to share her pleasure with me through this bond. When she looks at me like she did on the couch, her eyes locked with mine as she reaches that height of pleasure that I cannot reach, I truly feel her giving me that energy. It is a special gift that I chersh every time, and it makes me want to give it right back to her over and over.

And over.

And over…. and over…..   🙂

In For The Long Haul (or How a Forced Ruined Orgasm Got Me Locked Up 24/7 For Over a Month)

Posted by cagedmonkey on June 10, 2014
Posted in: Bondage, Chastity Device, Discipline, Female Led Relationship, KeyHolder, Male Chastity, Orgasm Denial, Tease & Denial, Wife Led Marriage. Tagged: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , . 2 comments

My Lady has been thoroughly enjoying teasing my cock over the past few days, knowing full well that my next orgasm will be many months from now. Today, she decided to continue her growing dominance over me by forcing my body to do her bidding.

I went upstairs to take a nap late in the morning to adjust my sleep schedule after the weekend, and ML followed me upstairs to tuck me in. Still looking to satisfy her bondage craving, she cuffed me to the bed and began stroking my cock as she kissed me; I was hard for her within a few seconds. ML then went and grabbed the wand vibrator from the side of the bed. She used an extra set of velco cuffs to secure the wand to the shaft of my cock. Then she hit the switch, sending powerful vibrations all over and through my cock. I moaned loudly and pushed my hips up into the air. It felt soooooo good.

ML petted my cock, her fingers feeling just as good, if not better than the vibrations from the wand. She leaned in close to me, and looked right into my eyes.

“I’m going downstairs. You better be a good boy and not spill your cum, otherwise I’m going to lock you up for a month and a half with absolutely NO time out.” Then she stood up and left the room. “See you in a while,” she said as she shut the door.

I knew right away that I was in trouble.

For starters, I already knew it was possible for the wand to force me into a ruined orgasm in this type of situation; it had happened before. It was only a matter of time before my body gave in to the incessant vibrations. I also knew by the look in ML’s eyes that she was dead serious; if I had an orgasm, I’d be in the cage until August most likely. Part of me wondered if ML set me up to fail, that she was using this as the opening to an extended 24/7 lockup we had discussed in the past. But, as always, I want to be a good boy for My Lady. So I tried to hold off. I took deep breaths, I let my mind wander to a number of different non-sexy subjects. And, miraculously, it seemed as though I was getting a handle on it. My cock was softening. I was going to make it!

Then, as my cock started to soften, the wand must have slipped just the tiniest fraction of an inch, sending sensations to a different area of my shaft… a much more sensitive area.

My cock was once again stiff in an instant. I could feel the vibrations flowing through my cock in waves. I tried as hard as I could to hold off, but I could feel the orgasm creeping up on me. Slowly, torturously it came nearer. I gave it one last effort, holding it back with all of my body. But it was no use.

I moaned loudly as my body gave in, my cock pouring cum out onto the bed sheets as it twitched against the wand. Much like the last time, the orgasm was by no means satisfying; I needed stroking on my shaft to give me a full orgasm. Instead, my cum-covered cock twitched helplessly against the wand, begging for more stimulation but receiving none. I moaned in frustration, knowing that not only would the ruined orgasm make my need to cum even worse, but that I also doomed myself to a month-plus of having no erections whatsoever.

My Lady came upstairs shortly after (she must have heard my moans). She acted as if she was disappointed in me – calling me a bad boy, disobeying his lady, getting messy when I shouldn’t.* Then she explained that she would uncuff me and I would immediately head downstairs, and put the cage on as I was taking a shower. “Make sure it’s comfortable,” she said, “because it’s not coming off for a LONG time!” I did as ordered, locking the Jailbird on my cock, wondering what it will feel like after a month and a half of not seeing or feeling my cock get fully hard. How frustrated will I be? How relieved will I be to get the cage off? Will I even survive it to find out the answers to these questions? I guess there’s nothing I can do but let time pass now.

*Note: My Lady did mention to me out-of-role later in the day that she meant for this to happen all along. She was most likely going to leave me up there until the wand ruined my orgasm no matter what. If I managed to hold off, thent he struggling I’d go through would be enough torture, but she REALLY wanted to lock me up 24/7 until our next vacation in August. I was very thankful she told me this. After all, I pride myself on being a good boy; knowing I was doomed from the start was somewhat comforting.  🙂

Moment Savored

Posted by cagedmonkey on June 5, 2014
Posted in: Bondage, Chastity Device, Female Led Relationship, Male Chastity, Orgasm Denial, Sex. Tagged: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , . 2 comments

Today I had my last orgasm of 2014.

Well, actually, I had three of them, but that’s beside the point. The point is that I won’t have another one for the rest of the year.

Thankfully, I knew this going in, so I was able to get really nice mental pictures of all of them. My first cum of the day was in the morning – before I went to sleep, My Lady came upstairs to “tuck me in.” She cuffed my hands to the bed, climbed on top of me and rode my cock until I was just about ready to explode. Then the stroked me the rest of the way while sliding a finger in and out of my asshole.  It sure helped me get to sleep, I can tell you that!

My second and third orgasms were pretty much back to back. ML once again gave me some anal stimulation during my orgasm, only this time it was a little bit more than her finger; she used Pearl on me and she allowed me to stroke myself to orgasm. That was a REALLY nice one! It has been a while since I stroked my own cock to orgasm, so I don’t know if that made it so great, or if it was Pearl giving me a little extra sumthin’ sumthin’, but it was a really good cum. The third was right afterwards – ML continued to stroke me right after my orgasm, giving me a little bit of POT for good measure. She got me close and then allowed me to jerk myself off again… it was my birthday, after all, and is there a better present than allowing your chaste male to masturbate? I didn’t think so! I made myself cum a third time, and I was nearly drained by the end of it. I think this was ML’s goal, because she promptly had me lock up in the Jailbird before I headed to work.

And so begins my 6-month-plus period of orgasm denial (ML has said that I might get an orgasm for Christmas, or perhaps I’ll have to wait until 2015, she isn’t sure). This is going to be a difficult test for me. Not only will my denial be the longest I’ve ever gone through (by far!), My Lady and I have discussed trying some things during this chastity period that will also set new benchmarks. She wants to keep me in the Revenge  for longer than I’ve been before, locking my cock away where I can’t even see it let alone touch it. She is also interested in attempting a longer period of denying my any erections at all, locking me in the Jailbird 24/7 for a full month. With the discovery of ML’s new favorite toy, going that long will be easier than it has been in the past.

Well, easier on her at least. It doesn’t get any easier for me no matter what happens. And I know that ML will be taking every opportunity to make things even more difficult for me, teasing me whenever possible. I can already see the excitement in her eyes, and we’ve barely just begun. But I have to admit… I’m excited about this, too. I’m exicted to see just how far I can push myself, and how much farther ML can push me after I break down.  🙂

Happy Birthday to My Sweet Monkey Boy!

Posted by Lady M on June 3, 2014
Posted in: Marriage, Orgasm Denial, Tease & Denial. Tagged: , , , , . 6 comments

Woohoo! It’s cagedmonkey’s birthday today! I’ve decided that at some point today will be the last orgasm he will have for the rest of the year. This will be one hell of a birthday. Trust me when I say that last orgasm will be well deserved! 🙂

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I love you my sweet monkey boy and I hope you have an amazing day! 🙂

Keyholder Thoughts: Orgasm Denial and Chastity

Posted by Lady M on June 2, 2014
Posted in: Chastity Device, KeyHolder, Male Chastity, Orgasm Denial, Tease & Denial. Tagged: , , , , , , , , , , , . 5 comments

Cagedmonkey and I just finished up an almost 3 month period of denial, 80 days to be exact. It really pushed the limits for both of us because it was the longest we had taken the denial with some pretty intense teasing along the way. Since putting cagedmonkey back in his Jail Bird, I’ve been trying to decide how to handle his next denial period. I figured it might be a good idea to come to the blog and get out my Keyholder thoughts. Perhaps some of you have thoughts or ideas you’d like to mention.

Since we’ve done a bunch of different periods of denial already I don’t see denying him until Christmas or New Year’s (6 months) being a real issue. So I’m leaning on that being the actual denial period but along the way I love to throw in some intense teases, hardcore frustration and those lovely things to endure. I’ve thought about certain time periods of complete 24/7 wear with zero time out for even an erection. It would have to be a month or longer for this to be a challenge for him. I was also thinking that part of that, or another period itself, could be him wearing the Revenge and doing a “no look, no touch” thing for a couple weeks to a month.

I am loving the idea of a progression thing that goes along with the 12 Days of Christmas. Ideas are anything from just stroking him each day for longer and longer to actually doing a new, added thing each day. Like, a butt plug the first day and then the second day would be two nipple clamps and a butt plug and third day could be 3 stokes, 2 nipple clamps and a butt plug… etc but that would be twelve ideas I’d have to come up with! I could do a new thing added up to five and then from there could be spankings… hmmm.

Ok anyway, you see my thought process here. You know I love to keep things interesting so I’m kinds curious what others think of this. Would you like your Keyholder to do something like this? Something different, what? Something more? Something less? Would you like to see me put cagedmonkey through something in particular that I have or maybe haven’t done already? Let me know!

I hope to hear you’re thoughts!

Basking in the Sun

Posted by cagedmonkey on May 30, 2014
Posted in: Female Led Relationship, Male Chastity, Marriage, Orgasm Denial, Sex, Wife Led Marriage. Tagged: , , , , , , , , , , , , . Leave a Comment

I’m not sure where I read it, but I remember a quote that goes like this:

The sun shines brightest on the man who just got out of prison.

Whoever said this is seriously spot on, I swear.

Today being the first day after being allowed to cum in nearly three months, I’ve been trying to soak up all of the relaxation the moment can afford me. That’s not to say that I’ve been totally “relaxed.”  🙂  I’ve also been taking advantage of the “denial break” that I’ve been granted by My Lady. Notice I didn’t say “chastity break” there; I’ve been wearing the Jailbird to work the past two nights. But that doesn’t bother me a bit when I have the opportunity to have wonderful spontaneous sex with my wife.

This change of situation has made me realize a few things. First, it’s obvious that I’m still horny for My Lady. The frantic edge of the want has been filed down, but the desire didn’t (and most likely will never) go away. I have noticed that my cock is a little bit slower at “standing to attention,” but I believe that’s a result of having so many orgasms after a period of having so few (a.k.a. none). If you haven’t run a mile in a year, you’ll probably start having a tough time after a few laps around the block. My cock just has to get its wind back, that’s all.  🙂

I have also noticed that, although I do like cumming in ML’s mouth twice a day (brag), I also enjoy how it feels when my horniness has hit a level so high it can only be reached through a lengthy denial. The conflicting feelings of being totally energized yet drained at the same time, the highs from pleasing ML and the lows of being denied my own pleasure… it’s one major mind trip. Nothing else can recreate it.

This experience has also allowed me to grow closer to My Lady, not only on a physical level, but on an emotional and spritiual level as well. The mutual orgasm we had as we made love last night was absolutely incredible. It was a wonderful moment for both of us to share. Having that moment with each other after waiting for so long accentuated just how powerful it was for both of us. It also showed us both that, no matter the length of denial My Lasy should choose, that connection of ours is so strong that it will never fade.