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These are some of the pictures I posted on tumblr earlier today and they seem to be well liked. I thought I would take a moment to share some here.

I’ll start with this picture that I haven’t really been able to stop looking at. It’s totally eye candy for me because I just love how my boy’s chest, tummy, tattoo and cage look!
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Here are some of the others I posted, enjoy!
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Damn his cage is just so sexy and I love his cock! Then again he’s got a really nice cock… That’s what makes it so hard to keep him locked. I want to take him out and use that beautiful, sexy, big, fat thing! Hehe and I usually do, because I can! 🙂
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A few of these pics are taken just after teasing him so his cock is trying awfully hard to get out of that cage. Pressing so hard against the bars.

Some of you may know and some of you may not but for a while now, I’ve been looking for a submissive girl to have as a plaything. A good little girl to be mine, to play with how I want, to corrupt. Not just any girl, because I actually want to build a friendship and a relationship with this girl. Sort of like having myself a girlfriend on the side. I have been looking locally, only to find that most were fake or just playing games and not really into actually meeting. I am looking to experience real life play but decided I would expand my reach a bit.

I started with a simple f4f post on Reddit in the BDSMPersonals and, good Lord, some of the responses from Reddit are simply comical – in a not so good way! I have met a couple good people and gotten to be friends from there but the crazies made me pull my ad down and take a break. I was still looking through, though, in hopes of finding a f4f post by a sub looking for a Domme. I should say I put hubby on the task of finding them and passing them along to me. Basically I was making him look for a girl for me to play with. Which, in itself is kinda hot and very frustrating to him to think about the fact that I want him to find the girl in going to make him watch as a cuckold him with a woman. Tied up and locked in his cage as he watches me get pleased by a woman, as she makes my pussy cum and it’s dripping down her chin.

The fun part is, I want to do the same to her, tease her, deny her and force her to watch me get pleased when she is dying to be the one making me cum. I want to dominate her, bind her, spank her, control her. I really had given up hope, if I’m being quite honest. I didn’t think this girl even existed.

Then I got a link texted to me from cagedmonkey. At first I left it sit in my messages without clicking on it. I just really was tired of people. After a bit I gave it a chance, when I read it I was like, “yeah right, he must be crazy, she’s half my age!” Ya know what, I said fuck and sent her a message. I quite simply said “I want to chat more, message me,” pretty much because I figured she wouldn’t so why prove myself haha. I mean, what could happen, she’d be fake, we’d talk for a bit and then conversation would trail off like it always does. Well, not so much! Haha the weirdest thing happened. This girl, we’ll call her Lizzy here, and I clicked like crazy and couldn’t stop talking. We both actually wanted to hear from the other and we talked, for days! It was so much fun – it IS so much fun – getting to know each other. Now an even hotter thing is that she and hubby have started chatting and getting to know each other too. They are almost exactly alike! It’s like I found the girl version of him, I love it! I find it interesting to think that my hubby is chatting away and becoming friends with someone who is basically my girlfriend and who I am hoping I get to see in person to cuckold the hell out of him with.

I have had so much fun, recently, taking bits of control away from Lizzy. I love to hear her call me ma’am. I love to make her follow my instructions and do things to her body for me. She’s my little pain slut too and I love to hear her whimper. I can’t wait to dig deeper with her, to touch her deepest darkest fantasies.

For now I leave you with these images – I mean how could I not be turned on and want to control that body?
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And damn! She’s just so delicious looking, I can’t wait to get her on her knees, bind her arms behind her, wrap my hand in her long dirty blonde hair and just rub her face in my sloppy wet pussy.
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Today was supposed to be cagedmonkey’s surgery, for the second time. If you’ve been reading you know how that turned out. A lot has happened this week, actually a lot has happened to us in the past two weeks, some good, some bad. We’ve actually managed to get in a little play and sexy teasy time even though, emotionally, things have been up and down.

It all started with finding out cagedmonkey had ridiculously high blood pressure and him ending up in the emergency room. Since that time we’ve cancelled and rescheduled and cancelled his surgery again. We’ve had him at the cardiologist, started him on two meds and scheduled him for loads of testing to try to find out the cause of his high blood pressure. Wish us luck there, the doctors are semi confused!

We’ve had to put our almost 15 year old cat to sleep. She was an amazing girl. CM found her when she was 3 weeks old, half dead, behind his work. He brought her home to me and when we took her to the vet we were told, “don’t get too attached, there’s no way she’s going to make it!” I nursed her back to health and Ha! She proved them wrong and lived a long healthy 15 years. Nah nah! She was our first “baby,” together so it’s been pretty hard on both of us. I’m so happy that cagedmonkey got to hold her and tell her we loved her as she drifted off to heaven.
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Now, not only did we experience disappointment and heartache, we did get some happy moments! We got to take care of hubby’s blood pressure so he didn’t have a stroke on the operating table. He started meds which seem to really be helping his blood pressure and his numbers are looking way better! We also got to celebrate our little guy’s 7th birthday yesterday. It turned out to be an awesome day for all of us. We had fun birthday shopping, having dinner and some frozen yogurt. After such a long day the kids even decided to hold off on birthday cake until today so we still get a little more celebration tonight!

I’ve written before about the “roller coaster of life” and this is just more on that bumpy road. Life has ups and downs, sometimes for us, those all cram themselves into a very short time but we survive and come out stronger on the other side. And now this weekend (our weekend is Sunday/Monday) cagedmonkey and I hope to get in some playtime. I must say I’m absolutely loving how touchy-feely, crazy-for-me, horny hubby is. I’m walking around with super wet panties because he can’t keep his hands off of me. I love hearing how horny he is, how bad he needs and wants to cum, how he wishes he could drop to his knees and please me! Mmm, deliciousness!

I just want to thank the “Chastity Gods” that found a way to bring this into our lives because without it, I think, we both would fall into a depression, our intimacy would suffer and ultimately our lacking sex life would cause huge amounts of resentment in our relationship – oh wait, been there and done that! Yeah… I’m so glad we found this amazing way to keep things fresh and hot, even during these emotional roller coaster rides that we certainly did not get in line for!

And I guess I also mean good, morning sex! Or more like great, awesome, wonderful morning sex! For cagedmonkey it was “after work sex” but I’m basking in the after glow of my morning sex and huge fantastic orgasm while he tries to sleep frustrated. 🙂

First thing this morning when he got home – well after the usual “good morning, daddy” hugs and kisses and some extra birthday loving for the 7yo birthday boy! – I told my darling hubby to take off his cage so his cock was available when I wanted it today. And oh boy, did I want it and have it. I went to tuck him in as usual, we cuddled a little and then I rolled over on top of him. That was sort of the end of that cuddling lol. We started kissing, damn I love his lips, and then kissed harder. I could feel his hardness beneath me, pressing into my belly, that was enough to want to feel him inside me, filling me up.

We enjoyed about a half hour of just intimate wonderful sex. Though, I did get extremely turned on and really wanted to feel him pound me so I made him get behind me and give me a few good hard thrusts. He grabbed a hold of my pony tail, pulled back on it and pounded his cock deep into my pussy. Not too much because we don’t want to have any accidental orgasms for him. After that I was just ready to cum. And I did just that, I came so hard, squeezing hard on his cock, soaking him in my juices. After, he was a good boy and, without my asking, he immediately cleaned up my sloppy pussy.

I do love cumming nice and hard, slicking up his cock and then telling him to sleep well, leaving him to sleep in our sex.

It’s amazing to think how far we’ve come. I remember starting out with male chastity and being so turned on by it I could barely keep him locked for days at a time. Let alone weeks or months like we do now. I wasn’t able, back then, to even deny him that long because I just NEEDED it. I needed to feel him inside me filling me up, exploding his warmth deep into me. I really love it. I love that feeling of his cock throbbing and pulsing with each spurt of his cum.

Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying it’s any easier or I’m not turned on by keeping my husband in a chastity device and controlling his orgasms. It’s just as bad and I need him just as much. The difference is I think we both enjoy the thrill much more now that comes from the longer term denial. The intense horny feelings inside that grow and grow and never seem to stop growing. I think we both enjoy the sexual pull between us, that constant want and desire to be with each other, to do for one another, to please the other.

Yesterday I was chatting with someone who told me they were basically climbing out of their skin by the time they were locked 3 or 4 days. It got me thinking… How long had it been now for cagedmonkey? I counted the days, 80. It’s been 80 horny, frustrating, intensely sexual days and I’d barely noticed the actual time involved. I’d only known that it’d been awhile and fuck I’ve been frustrated but, yeah, it’s been 80… Well over 80 now… days since I’ve allowed my husband to have an orgasm.

I will say that some part of me is not happy with this arrangement lol I had a bit of a breakdown yesterday about how I didn’t want to do this anymore. But it was short lived after having a good chat with cagedmonkey. He did express that he wanted to cum so bad that if I was looking for support in not letting him that he wasn’t able to give it. He would only be able to encourage me to let him cum. LoL He’s so cute when he’s this horny.

I guess when he starts to get comfortable with his horny level and I’m not seeing the frustration, it feels like I’m not good enough at my job. My job is to tease and frustrate the living hell out of him, to make him so horny he’s asking and begging to cum. During these longer term lock ups every so often we get to these plateaus and that’s when we need some intense tease our domination session to kick that horny in the ass and ramp it up a bit more.

I need know what I’m doing is working. I need to know what I’m doing is worth it. I need to know I’m worth it.

Perhaps I should just leave it at the title? Haha

Today, I have my “I’m going to drive you so fucking crazy teasing you” hat on. Cagedmonkey got home a bit late from work so he didn’t end up going to sleep until about 10am. He’s just in there for a nap for a few hours since his surgery is at the butt crack of dawn. It might even be before the butt crack but it’s early anyway! This morning he had an interview for a promotion at work and was wearing a pair of dress pants. They crowd the cage and rather then have hubby grabbing at and adjusting his crotch in front of his bosses the entire time I ok’d him taking off his cage.

I went to tuck him in for this lovely little nap and figured he’d sleep really well after a good tease. Since I’d already had him out of the cage I decided to fill myself fill of his nice big cock. He actually hasn’t been inside me in days and I’ve cum quite a few times since he was allowed. That meant I was extremely tight when I went to slide down onto him. So tight it almost hurt to stretch my pussy, feeling all of him fill me up as I pushed down onto his lap.

I slowly lifted and lowered myself over and over again on him. Teasing his cock, going faster and faster edging him and then stopping. Again slowly teasing and squeezing him as I went up and down. Edging and stopping over and over as I rode him. I really wasn’t in the mood to cum but as I was there riding his cock there, staring me in the face on the shelf in our headboard was the Aeronos.

I told him to turn over because I was going to stuff his ass just I case I wanted to use it later it would be ready for me. I straddled his ass with my juicy wet pussy covering his cheeks. I rubbed myself all over his perfect little bum. I used my own horny sloppy pussy to lube the aeronos and I pushed it between his butt cheeks. Setting it just against his tight opening I began simulating pegging him. I pushed my hips against his but as I slid it in and out with my hand. One last hard trust towards his ass and I pushed it the whole way in.

Then I rubbed my clit on his ass, as if I was pegging him, and gave myself a nice big orgasm. My pussy was a dripping sloppy mess so I slid myself all over his butt, up his back, rubbing my juices all over him. When I had gotten to his head I told him to turn over and clean up his mess. He did and I covered him chin to forehead in my delicious goo. I climbed off of him and walked out of the room and left him to sleep, covered in me, my wetness, my scent, all over him.

How could I let you all go so long without you seeing the big boobies I have that I use to tease cagedmonkey with. This morning before he went to sleep I made sure to show him these beautiful big boobies and make him take this picture so he could share them with you.

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I surely couldn’t leave it with just a picture, now could I? What kind of a cocktease would I be if I left you to your own imagination? Haha I also made him video this and create the gif for you all as well. I hope you enjoy my tasty titties and this tantalizing Tuesday!

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Have a great day! 🙂

Today has been an awfully crazy day. I had a lot of phone calls to make to the health insurance company, the HR department at cagedmonkey’s work, the surgeons office and on and on. I’ve only got a few days left to try to get all of the disability and insurance stuff worked out for cagedmonkey’s surgery. Wee certainly want to be able to pay the bills and eat food while he’s out of work for a month. He will be going in on Thursday to have surgery to repair his elbow tendon. They will be cutting off the bad end of the tendon and reattaching it.

Anyway, that means I had to get him to get bloodwork done today too and take him to the eye doctor to get a new pair of contact lenses. We basically were running all day today so hubby got no actual sleep during the day. He did still have to get to work tonight so when we got home this evening I instructed him to take a nap on the couch. I hung out with the kids and got them all through their bedtime routine and tucked in bed. I decided I’d leave him there to sleep until 9pm so he got a good few hours to sleep before work.

When I finally did wake him (after 9!) we had some things to take care of, waking him up, dressed and getting him set for work. Well, I forgot to get his dinner ready so I started to rush around doing that and totally forgot that I had him uncaged last night for some teasing. (I do hope we write about that, it was incredibly hot!) So, as we are getting him out the door we’re like “Shit! Get the cage and put it on at work.” So I rush and throw the cage in a bag and dump it in his dinner bag.

Well he got to work and went to cage up and texts me to ask where the screw was. Ugh… FUCK! It’s here, with me! It’s my own fault for not waking him up sooner, for not having things ready in advance and for not making him cage before his nap. I know he’s nervous that I’m going to be upset and worried that he’s not caged. I’m actually not too worried, to be honest. I know he’s my good boy. I know he doesn’t want to fuck up what we have. I know he enjoys this as much as I do and he knows if he does cheat or touch my property without permission, that we won’t do this anymore. It’s no fun for me to deal with disobedience and if he doesn’t follow rules, I won’t bother having this kind of fun with him.

It’s my own fault I have a cage free monkey but I do know he’s a good monkey and he’ll behave himself.

Haha I just love alliteration! Yes this post gets two titles because I couldn’t decide and I liked them both – I’m a dork! 🙂

The other night was so wonderful. I made a pretty yummy dinner that we haven’t had in a while. After dinner we got the kids moving on some bedtime stuff and at 8pm they were off to bed and cagedmonkey and I had the night to spend together. While I was getting the kids tucked in, hubby was following the rules and removing the clothing from his body. Now that it is getting warmer again he is to go back to following the “no clothes when the kids aren’t around” rule. We keep our house so cold in the winter that I changed the rule a bit. It was so lovely to walk back into the living room to see his sexy naked body and that cage hanging there. It really is such a beautiful thing.

After a bit of a fight with the Xbox we managed to get a movie on to watch. We’d been waiting to see Interstellar since it came out but we didn’t have a babysitter. Last night was the first chance we had together to rent it and spend 3 hours watching it. It was an ok movie but I’m not quite sure what the hype was about. Anyway, I’m not here to give a movie review. I’m here to talk about what happened after the movie!

During the movie I kept rubbing my feet on cagedmonkey and pushing on his cage to remind him just how much I control him. At one point I mentioned to him to take off his cage and he didn’t hesitate. Wee actually did want to see the movie so I didn’t really start any major penis tormenting until after. When I did I dragged it out for a straight 45 mins. Which actually isn’t that long since I typically go about 2 hours sometimes when I tease him.

After the movie I told him we should continue our night in bed. Once we got in the bedroom I started stroking his cock, massaging his balls and getting him amazingly hard. He’s so fucking horny now that he’s been denied 2 and a half months. You know I just love the moans and whimpers out of him when I tease and deny his cock. Seriously I can’t even tell you how amazing it sounds and how arousing it is. Just writing about it and thinking about it right now is making my pussy quiver.

So for the next 45 minutes I did not stroke him fast and edge him over and over like I normally do. I spent those 45 minutes sloooooooowly stroking his cock, uuuuuuup and dooooowwwwwwn, soooooooooo slowly. I could hear the torture in his moans. Just up and down so slowly over and over without stopping. Yes, I have quite the stamina in my arms after teasing him at length like this for almost two years. I’ve also been at teasing his cock in one way or another for close to 15 years.

I really do enjoy feeling him in my hands, knowing that it’s pretty much my movements that control him. My stroking that controls his pleasure or his torment. My stroking that could end the torture and make him shot that hot load right up his stomach. I bet there would be so much right now too. I just continued to stroke, though, teasing him and holding him just under the edge, never really getting him there. Stroking, so slow. Using just my fingers at times to stroke his head and tease him, barely hitting that wonderful sweet spot on the underside that makes him jump and squirm.
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One of the ways I tease and stroke cagedmonkey’s cock is to lay my hand flat on his belly, the base of his shaft nuzzled between my thumb and index finger. I gently put pressure on his pubic bone while I stroke him. His reaction makes me believe this gives him a more intense feeling but I suppose I should ask him. I know that it does something to him because there are times I will just place my hand there, on top of “mound” as I affectionately call it, and he will buck his hips and whimper out and “oh God.” As if he’s expecting something intense.

I very much enjoy teasing my boys cock. It really turns me on. It makes my pussy quivery and wet. Just writing about teasing his cock makes me quiver, I love it!

My whole body was sore after Sunday night. Cagedmonkey was only off one night this week due to some overtime at work so we made sure to make the best of it. Not to mention the illness and craziness of the past two weeks. We finally got a chance to try out the new Sneaky Pete sex machine. When I bought it, I made sure to purchase the Fleshlight and attachment so I could tease and torment the hell out of him whether he was locked in the stockade or just pinned against the couch.

So the other night (as I was live tweeting his teasing) I made him head to the store to get the White Lithium grease we needed to lubricate the machine. We got it set up – literally took 5 mins – and positioned correctly for optimal torture of the man parts. You absolutely need to make sure there is lube both in the Fleshlight and on the penis when using the machine and be prepared to add lube as you go along. It soaks in rather quickly since it must be water based and the machine is non-stop.

I swear cagedmonkey was just hard with anticipation of the torture that was to come. The fucking machine has a dial in which to adjust the speed. It can go from 0-200 thrusts per minute. I sure did test those out on hubby. It was so much fun to go really really fast and suddenly stop, which was something that impressed me about the machine. It responds well to the turn dial and that helped when I certainly didn’t want to accidentally push him over the edge. Since I wasn’t the one feeling his body reactions with my hand I had to rely on his sounds and facial expressions. It worked really well!
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I noticed how wet my pussy was getting while having that dial in my hand, controlling whatever pleasure or torment I wanted cagedmonkey to feel. My pussy literally quivered every time he would moan and whimper as he got closer to the edge. Hehe damn I love the way that sounds! Anyway, as much as I would like to explain it with my words, I was not the one feeling it so you will have to ask cagedmonkey to write a hot sexy “tortured cock” post about how it felt to have that machine thrusting at him. I can just imagine the mindfuckery that was happening there.
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The best I can do is post the video I took so you can watch a small portion of the torment cagedmonkey went through the other night. I truly look forward to many more nights of using this machine for more than just torturing his cock. I plan to use it while I force him to watch me get fucked. I plan to use a probe and restrain him in the doggystyle bondage stockade and violate him… endlessly because the machine will not tire. I cannot wait to hear him beg me to make it stop while I giggle at him enduring whatever torment I want to entertain myself with.

Enjoy!