As I was enjoying my coffee this morning I was thinking about…
Last night I was on a video chat with Michele when she told me I have a small penis. Now this wasn’t a surprise to me, she has told me before. What was different though is that it was a statement that stood on it’s own. Usually when the subject comes up it’s in the context of something related. This time it was only about my small penis.
I couldn’t stop wondering what prompted it. Was she actually thinking about my little dick right then? Or was her mind on the tiny cage she keeps it locked in? Maybe she was craving a real, big, hard cock and wanted to remind me that I’m not the one who can give it to her. Possibly she knew that just telling me that would get me aroused and tight in my cage (it did).
I’ve written before about discovering my degradation kink, and Michele has been an incredible guide as I explore it deeper. We’ve grown much more open and casual about the reality. My penis is noticeably smaller than Jon’s, and it simply doesn’t satisfy certain needs she has.
Some of what I am thinking about is whether this is really even degrading to me at all? I definitely get the feels when Michele tells me something like this but somehow I don’t actually feel degraded. I think it is because she is just telling me the reality of what I am and what my place is. I am happy that she has Jon’s nice big cock available to her when she needs it. It lets me know where my usefulness is to her and just as importantly where it isn’t.
This is freeing to me (even if my little dick isn’t let free) because it lets me know that I am of service to her in other ways. In ways that she needs me.
I’m so grateful to have a loving, caring partner who’s willing to explore these kinks with me so openly and honestly. Moments like last night don’t diminish me, they turn me on and bring us closer.
John
Mine is small too and my Owner thinks it is cute, which is why She does sometimes unlock me as She enjoys teasing my little clit before it gets put away again. Obviously, i am not permitted to orgasm during these periods when i am unlocked, just as i am not when locked. i also have one small, undeveloped testicle. The older i get the more noticeably lopsided they become, i assume as the ‘normal’ one is heavy with unreleased cum.
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