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And a Side of Delicious Boobies

Posted by Michele on April 14, 2015
Posted in: Tease/Orgasm Denial. Tagged: , , , , . 2 comments

How could I let you all go so long without you seeing the big boobies I have that I use to tease cagedmonkey with. This morning before he went to sleep I made sure to show him these beautiful big boobies and make him take this picture so he could share them with you.

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I surely couldn’t leave it with just a picture, now could I? What kind of a cocktease would I be if I left you to your own imagination? Haha I also made him video this and create the gif for you all as well. I hope you enjoy my tasty titties and this tantalizing Tuesday!

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Have a great day! 🙂

It’s My Own Fault – A Monkey Out of the Cage

Posted by Michele on April 13, 2015
Posted in: Male Chastity, Wife Led Marriage. Tagged: , , , , , . 3 comments

Today has been an awfully crazy day. I had a lot of phone calls to make to the health insurance company, the HR department at cagedmonkey’s work, the surgeons office and on and on. I’ve only got a few days left to try to get all of the disability and insurance stuff worked out for cagedmonkey’s surgery. Wee certainly want to be able to pay the bills and eat food while he’s out of work for a month. He will be going in on Thursday to have surgery to repair his elbow tendon. They will be cutting off the bad end of the tendon and reattaching it.

Anyway, that means I had to get him to get bloodwork done today too and take him to the eye doctor to get a new pair of contact lenses. We basically were running all day today so hubby got no actual sleep during the day. He did still have to get to work tonight so when we got home this evening I instructed him to take a nap on the couch. I hung out with the kids and got them all through their bedtime routine and tucked in bed. I decided I’d leave him there to sleep until 9pm so he got a good few hours to sleep before work.

When I finally did wake him (after 9!) we had some things to take care of, waking him up, dressed and getting him set for work. Well, I forgot to get his dinner ready so I started to rush around doing that and totally forgot that I had him uncaged last night for some teasing. (I do hope we write about that, it was incredibly hot!) So, as we are getting him out the door we’re like “Shit! Get the cage and put it on at work.” So I rush and throw the cage in a bag and dump it in his dinner bag.

Well he got to work and went to cage up and texts me to ask where the screw was. Ugh… FUCK! It’s here, with me! It’s my own fault for not waking him up sooner, for not having things ready in advance and for not making him cage before his nap. I know he’s nervous that I’m going to be upset and worried that he’s not caged. I’m actually not too worried, to be honest. I know he’s my good boy. I know he doesn’t want to fuck up what we have. I know he enjoys this as much as I do and he knows if he does cheat or touch my property without permission, that we won’t do this anymore. It’s no fun for me to deal with disobedience and if he doesn’t follow rules, I won’t bother having this kind of fun with him.

It’s my own fault I have a cage free monkey but I do know he’s a good monkey and he’ll behave himself.

Tortoise-like Tortuous Tease Tempo or Snail-like Speed Shaft Stroking

Posted by Michele on April 13, 2015
Posted in: Male Chastity, Tease/Orgasm Denial. Tagged: , , , . 2 comments

Haha I just love alliteration! Yes this post gets two titles because I couldn’t decide and I liked them both – I’m a dork! 🙂

The other night was so wonderful. I made a pretty yummy dinner that we haven’t had in a while. After dinner we got the kids moving on some bedtime stuff and at 8pm they were off to bed and cagedmonkey and I had the night to spend together. While I was getting the kids tucked in, hubby was following the rules and removing the clothing from his body. Now that it is getting warmer again he is to go back to following the “no clothes when the kids aren’t around” rule. We keep our house so cold in the winter that I changed the rule a bit. It was so lovely to walk back into the living room to see his sexy naked body and that cage hanging there. It really is such a beautiful thing.

After a bit of a fight with the Xbox we managed to get a movie on to watch. We’d been waiting to see Interstellar since it came out but we didn’t have a babysitter. Last night was the first chance we had together to rent it and spend 3 hours watching it. It was an ok movie but I’m not quite sure what the hype was about. Anyway, I’m not here to give a movie review. I’m here to talk about what happened after the movie!

During the movie I kept rubbing my feet on cagedmonkey and pushing on his cage to remind him just how much I control him. At one point I mentioned to him to take off his cage and he didn’t hesitate. Wee actually did want to see the movie so I didn’t really start any major penis tormenting until after. When I did I dragged it out for a straight 45 mins. Which actually isn’t that long since I typically go about 2 hours sometimes when I tease him.

After the movie I told him we should continue our night in bed. Once we got in the bedroom I started stroking his cock, massaging his balls and getting him amazingly hard. He’s so fucking horny now that he’s been denied 2 and a half months. You know I just love the moans and whimpers out of him when I tease and deny his cock. Seriously I can’t even tell you how amazing it sounds and how arousing it is. Just writing about it and thinking about it right now is making my pussy quiver.

So for the next 45 minutes I did not stroke him fast and edge him over and over like I normally do. I spent those 45 minutes sloooooooowly stroking his cock, uuuuuuup and dooooowwwwwwn, soooooooooo slowly. I could hear the torture in his moans. Just up and down so slowly over and over without stopping. Yes, I have quite the stamina in my arms after teasing him at length like this for almost two years. I’ve also been at teasing his cock in one way or another for close to 15 years.

I really do enjoy feeling him in my hands, knowing that it’s pretty much my movements that control him. My stroking that controls his pleasure or his torment. My stroking that could end the torture and make him shot that hot load right up his stomach. I bet there would be so much right now too. I just continued to stroke, though, teasing him and holding him just under the edge, never really getting him there. Stroking, so slow. Using just my fingers at times to stroke his head and tease him, barely hitting that wonderful sweet spot on the underside that makes him jump and squirm.
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One of the ways I tease and stroke cagedmonkey’s cock is to lay my hand flat on his belly, the base of his shaft nuzzled between my thumb and index finger. I gently put pressure on his pubic bone while I stroke him. His reaction makes me believe this gives him a more intense feeling but I suppose I should ask him. I know that it does something to him because there are times I will just place my hand there, on top of “mound” as I affectionately call it, and he will buck his hips and whimper out and “oh God.” As if he’s expecting something intense.

I very much enjoy teasing my boys cock. It really turns me on. It makes my pussy quivery and wet. Just writing about teasing his cock makes me quiver, I love it!

Fucking Machine Torture

Posted by Michele on April 8, 2015
Posted in: Male Chastity, Tease/Orgasm Denial. Tagged: , , , , , , , , . 6 comments

My whole body was sore after Sunday night. Cagedmonkey was only off one night this week due to some overtime at work so we made sure to make the best of it. Not to mention the illness and craziness of the past two weeks. We finally got a chance to try out the new Sneaky Pete sex machine. When I bought it, I made sure to purchase the Fleshlight and attachment so I could tease and torment the hell out of him whether he was locked in the stockade or just pinned against the couch.

So the other night (as I was live tweeting his teasing) I made him head to the store to get the White Lithium grease we needed to lubricate the machine. We got it set up – literally took 5 mins – and positioned correctly for optimal torture of the man parts. You absolutely need to make sure there is lube both in the Fleshlight and on the penis when using the machine and be prepared to add lube as you go along. It soaks in rather quickly since it must be water based and the machine is non-stop.

I swear cagedmonkey was just hard with anticipation of the torture that was to come. The fucking machine has a dial in which to adjust the speed. It can go from 0-200 thrusts per minute. I sure did test those out on hubby. It was so much fun to go really really fast and suddenly stop, which was something that impressed me about the machine. It responds well to the turn dial and that helped when I certainly didn’t want to accidentally push him over the edge. Since I wasn’t the one feeling his body reactions with my hand I had to rely on his sounds and facial expressions. It worked really well!
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I noticed how wet my pussy was getting while having that dial in my hand, controlling whatever pleasure or torment I wanted cagedmonkey to feel. My pussy literally quivered every time he would moan and whimper as he got closer to the edge. Hehe damn I love the way that sounds! Anyway, as much as I would like to explain it with my words, I was not the one feeling it so you will have to ask cagedmonkey to write a hot sexy “tortured cock” post about how it felt to have that machine thrusting at him. I can just imagine the mindfuckery that was happening there.
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The best I can do is post the video I took so you can watch a small portion of the torment cagedmonkey went through the other night. I truly look forward to many more nights of using this machine for more than just torturing his cock. I plan to use it while I force him to watch me get fucked. I plan to use a probe and restrain him in the doggystyle bondage stockade and violate him… endlessly because the machine will not tire. I cannot wait to hear him beg me to make it stop while I giggle at him enduring whatever torment I want to entertain myself with.

Enjoy!

A Much Happier Birthday

Posted by Michele on April 8, 2015
Posted in: In Real Life. Tagged: , , . 2 comments

I have this whole PTSD thing around the holidays and my birthday. In the past things always seem to happen on the holidays or surrounding them, whatever. Not good, happy things but icky usually bad things. Stuff like being in the emergency room on morphine with a kidney stone, people dying to feeling like the entire world forgot I was born.

Over the past almost two years since hubby and I made the decision to repair and renew our marriage, one of the things we’ve been working on is the PTSD from these holidays. I have to say that my anxiety around Valentine’s day and our Anniversary is now much less but my birthday is still a touchy spot, apparently! I didn’t realize it was until the days got closer and then… my worst nightmare! Our 15yo cat, that we’ve had since she was 3 weeks old, got deathly ill. She stopped eating, dropped a ton of weight (for a cat) and got very dehydrated. I kinda started freaking out thinking any minute was the end.

Finally on Saturday we took her to the vet, got some xrays to look for tumors because her respiratory rate was off, bloodwork, etc. Vet gave her fluids, a steroid to hopefully increase appetite and told us to wait for the results… until Tuesday. Ugh! I have to wait to find out if my cat is dying until Tuesday? My birthday, of all days? I was devastated and so was cagedmonkey. This cat is more his baby than anybody’s. He found her half dead behind a dumpster, she just clung to him and he knew he had to save her. Way back then we were told she’d be dead soon and not to get attached… here we are 15 years later!

Anyway, my point for this post is to say how my day turned out to be. Yesterday morning my amazing hubby brought me home some gorgeous bold colored flowers, he knows me so well!
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He even made my heart melt by attempting to make me a “rainbow” cake, with the kids. It was so, oh my goodness, sweet of him and really just gave me this feeling inside I’m not sure I’ve felt in awhile. It was so wonderful to have someone go to such lengths to do something for me. It doesn’t matter that the cake went weird… It was simply the most loving generous thought.

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Still tasted yummy!


The one thing that got me like no other was hubby’s card. I laughed so hard at his homemade card (as I usually do!) that I started coughing so hard and choking. Haha it was now his best card, to date, and my absolute favorite.
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Middle


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I just adore my husband’s sense of humor. Though I also love his romantic sentimental side. Inside of this card my hubby wrote me a list for my 39th birthday. It was a list of 39 of the reasons that he loves me and every one of them nuzzled it’s way in my heart to help comfort the PTSD that comes from my birthday.

Not to mention the gift we got when the Vet called to say that, although there were a couple tumors on our cats lung, that she felt they were of little concern. The xray showed that some how our little old lady cat had broken a couple of ribs. We are being cautiously optimistic, treating her ribs with pain meds and giving her some antibiotics (she had a slightly elevated white cell count) and going to pray this was the reason she stopped eating.

So like I said, this birthday turned out to be so much more than I ever could have expected. So happy for my family and so happy for the news from the vet. So, thank you cagedmonkey, for making my day great, I’m lucky to have you! 🙂

Tame That Bitch – Bitch Tamer Stockade and Sex Machine

Posted by Michele on April 7, 2015
Posted in: Male Chastity, Tease/Orgasm Denial. Tagged: , , , , , , , , , . 2 comments

A few weeks ago I order a surprise piece of equipment for cagedmonkey and I. Something we have been looking at for a long time and fantasizing about as well. He had no idea I ordered it until he saw the delivery address on the box the day it came. I order the “Bitch Tamer Package” from the Ken’s Twisted Mind website. The package comes with the Sneaky Pete fucking machine and the custom doggy style bondage stockade. We opted for the waist bar with the pad just in case I felt so inclined as to leave cagedmonkey looked in it for extended periods. We also got the leather wrist and ankle cuffs as well because none of the cuffs we currently have are of that type of quality. If we are going to do it, we might as well do it right!

The stockade itself comes apart and can be pretty easily stored in a duffle bag or under a bed. It can be assembled quite quickly in my opinion as well. The quality of the product is outstanding and very well made. The steel frame is done in black and is very sleek. It is not overly heavy but very sturdy during use, no wobbly parts, even though it is in many pieces before putting it together. Hubby was able to wiggle it over on the carpet but it wasn’t easy and there is no way for him to get out of it.
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It’s got many parts that are adjustable. The height of the steel locking collar, height of the waist pad, width of the restraint bars and the overall length of the stockade itself.
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We had no issues setting up the stockade. The pieces all fit together perfectly and there was nothing missing. We did have one issue with one of the vertical bars being welded just off enough to cause a “lean” but I simply emailed Ken, sent a pic to show him and he’s mailing me out a new piece.
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The other change we decided to make was to the ability to adjust the length of the overall stockade. The stockade comes with two cross bars for the ankles and wrists to attach to. The one bar is a through bar, so you can adjust where it sits on the middle one but the other had a closed end which you can see in the pic above near the steel collar bar. We contacted Ken and asked him to make us a second cross bar that goes through so that we can adjust where both the ankle and wrist bars are on the middle frame. We think it’s going to be better to have that one more adjustment if I ever got locked in the stockade… I’m a bit shorter than cagedmonkey! 🙂

I really cannot say enough good stuff about this equipment. It’s really well made and shipping was within a week, so total it was about a week to make and deliver from the time I ordered. Customer service, so far, has been pretty outstanding. I get a response fairly quickly when I email. I haven’t had to call but that option is there too. I love that this is a small business in the US and that means we are supporting people out there trying to make it and we get really fast, cheaper shipping with it being in the US.

Cagedmonkey fits rather well in the stockade but with his elbow issues we are unable to use it for extended periods just yet.
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If you can see, he’s reaching just forward with his arms, which is why we wanted the adjustable cross bar. We want to be able to bring his arms back just slightly so it’s a bit more comfortable. That way I can leave him locked up like that for longer periods and have time cause the discomfort rather than the stretching forward.
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It really is a sexy piece of equipment and we can’t wait to put it to full use fulfilling the many fantasies we’ve both had about using it. Due to hubby’s pending elbow surgery we can’t get him locked in there and try out the attachable fucking machine yet.
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However, that doesn’t mean I can’t just use the fucking machine to tease and torment him without using the stockade. I did get the Fleshlight and the attachment to go with the machine. It also comes with a Vac-u-lock attachment for use with any Vac-u-lock dildo. You can get a lot of different accessories with this machine for various things and they are all pretty reasonably priced at the Ken’s site.

Looking forward to the many uses this machine and stockade have and the many hours of fun in our future.

His Love Comforts Me

Posted by Michele on March 31, 2015
Posted in: KeyHolder, Male Chastity. Tagged: , . 1 comment

I hate those times when I feel disconnected from cagedmonkey. This past week or so of him being sick is apparently getting to me. I had to stop yesterday and sit down and talk to him because I could feel myself overanalyzing, worrying and wondering. Not about anything in particular, because I don’t truly have any weird signs but just overall about the lack of connection. So rather than do the normal “woman” thing when I started to feel that, I went right to cagedmonkey to tell him these, in a way, irrational feelings I was having.

What I normally would do is just hold it in, push the feelings aside and not really acknowledge or deal with them. I learned the hard way that doing those things is nothing more than the perfect way for me to spiral emotionally out of control and to start fabricating a million different reasons as to why he doesn’t love me. Rationally, I know this is ridiculous but emotionally and hormonally, I’m a woman. We are built this way.

Anyway I sat down yesterday morning with cagedmonkey and told him I was feeling disconnected. We talked about why I might be feeling that and without the physical love between us, I think a little ptsd was kicking in. I am so busy and getting worn from taking care of him while he’s been sick, the kids, the house and realized that no one is taking care of me. I started to miss the feeling of being wanted, cared for, desired physically. Not that I need him to do things for me, but I do like that he wants to. With him being sick those “I’m going to do this for her because it’s helpful and she will know I’m thinking of her and focused on her” things don’t happen. Those “hey honey I set up your coffee maker to brew for the morning so you don’t have to” little things that make me feel like he wants to see me smile and swoon aren’t there. Anyway, without those things I started to get those “I’ll just have do it all myself” feelings again and I knew those were not ok feelings, he’s sick and I don’t have to do it all myself. Those things will be back, his dick is still locked in a cage for me and when I can get back to teasing him properly everyday and using him for my pleasure everything will be back to normal.

The good thing about communicating is that simply telling him and acknowledging that I was feeling that way made a huge difference for me in my emotional state. Communicating also brings him into my head and he is then able to give what he can to help me not feel the way I do. If he never knows what silly irrational thoughts I’m having, how can he show me or tell me they are silly irrational thoughts? I rob him of the opportunity to adjust his behavior and to support me. It’s as if I am going to battle, alone, in my own head. It’s better to have someone there fighting with you and for you.

My love, my protector, the guardian of my heart and soul… my knight in literal shining armor 🙂

Denied on Accident

Posted by Michele on March 30, 2015
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Wait a minute… since when am I the one who’s feeling denied of all things naughty, hot and sexy?!?!? Haha that’s exactly how I’m feeling today! Since cagedmonkey has been sick there hasn’t been any playtime and I’ve been so tired from taking care of the house, kids and running to and from everywhere that I haven’t even masturbated. If you know me at all, you know this is unheard of! I’m the Lady who cums sometimes 15 times in a day, not none in a week. Ugh, needles to say this accidental denial is totally catching up with me and there is nothing I can do about it. Not for a couple days anyway.

I started my period yesterday. Yes, I know full well some of you out there (me included) say “so what!?” get off anyway, but the first couple days of my period are always so heavy, messy and painful. I don’t care what you’re into but in not into blood play, even from mother nature. In a couple days when things get lighter, I’m more than happy to flaunt my cumming abilities to all the locked up horny subby boys. For now, I’m denied, argh!

For some crazy reason, today, I’m awfully horny. Maybe it’s the conversations I’ve had the past couple days with some cute girls or potential subby boys, maybe it’s the built up arousal from taking such amazing care of my sexy subby hubby, maybe it’s just me! Who knows but I cannot get it out of my head. I’ve had the desire to dominate the hell out of my hubby, to force him to please my pussy for a solid hour, maybe longer. To just enjoy myself all over his face with no regard to his pleasure whatsoever. Sigh, it’s just too bad I can’t right now (or won’t for those out there that need that wording).

However, what I can do is slap the hood on my love, pop him in the bondage sack and tease his cock and balls until he is a whimpering, begging, whining mess who can do absolutely nothing but take whatever I give. I’m pretty sure he’s feeling well enough that I can safely tease him without him having a coughing fit. If he does, well, I’ll have to adjust. All I know is that in feeling rather aggressive and I want to tease him so bad, for so long that he seriously is begging me to stop and he means even single breath of it.

Oh, and, and and and! Today I went in the bedroom and mmmm I saw his ass and just had this overwhelming horny thought of bending him over the side of the bed and giving him a good pegging. I might have to have a little fun with his ass tonight too. He is off work again tonight so I might as well take advantage of the time we have together and do all the things I want to do to him. We’ll see though, just how tired I am later. 🙂

Oh and wine… damn it, I want some wine. Who’s going to go pick me up some Red Cat?

FLR Runs Smoother When He’s Sick

Posted by Michele on March 28, 2015
Posted in: Male Chastity, Wife Led Marriage. Tagged: , , , . 2 comments

It seems following my directions and doing everything I say is much easier when cagedmonkey is sick. He trusts me so much to take care of him when he’s sick that he doesn’t even flinch when I direct him to take meds, lay down, drink water, use these oils, etc. It’s not that he doesn’t trust me other times but I think there is just something about him being sick. He’s also super cute and I absolutely love mothering him and taking care of my sick boy.

There hasn’t been any play time and he’s missed a couple days of work now this week because this upper respiratory thing has pretty much kicked his bum. He’s literally been sleeping since 7am… over 13 hours and he will likely sleep till morning. This is how he works though, I make him sleep through the worst of it and he should be a ton better tomorrow. No he won’t be his best but it always seems a large chunk of sleep helps him loads. I hardly sleep so I think illness tends to hang around for me but I’m happy that I can give him the time and run the house so he can get the rest his body needs.

I do look forward to him feeling better so we can enjoy some playtime. Hopefully he’s feeling much better over the next couple nights since that’s his nights off this week. I’d love to get him locked in the new stockade and tease the hell out of him.

Unless you’ve been following on Twitter you may not know but we got some new equipment delivered the other day. Haven’t been able to put it together, let alone use it with the kids around and now cagedmonkey being sick. I do hope we can at least get it put together this week for some pics! I’ve fantasized about a hundred ways this thing can be used on hubby, in front of him, on a subby girl if I were to find me one… oh the possibilities are amazing!

Anyway, I’m kinda horny tonight but I don’t think I’ll really do anything about it. I don’t feel much life masturbating. I did take a yummy boobie pic for the Twitter crowd, I suppose you all deserve to see them too. Enjoy!
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Oh and I was teasing CM at work last night and sent him these, too.
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Been a busy day today and still another busy day tomorrow. Our oldest child has a Baton and Gymnastics show tomorrow. I’m so excited to see her perform, I think she’s really amazing!

Hooded, Cuffed to the Table, Shaved and Teased

Posted by Michele on March 25, 2015
Posted in: Male Chastity, Tease/Orgasm Denial. Tagged: , , , , , . 9 comments

As I said the other day I got cagedmonkey locked back up in the Steelworxx Revenge.
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While in the Revenge I decided he would have to be maintained. He was going to need to be let out for shaving and cleaning because, I don’t know about others, but those fully enclosed devices get so stinky. I also figured while he would be locked in the nearly enclosed device we would do a “No look, No touch” thing. So tonight I decided to schedule in some maintenance for my darling boy.

After the kids went to bed I had him get everything I needed to give him a shave, including the hood and cuffs. I got him situated on the floor in the living room and cuffed him to the table leg. I removed his cage and base ring and took care of getting him shaved.
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While shaving him he had gotten a huge boner so I decided to take advantage of it and give him a fantastic teasing. My hand was already pretty lubed up with water and shave lotion so I just began to slide it up and down his entire pelvic area. I rubbed his hard cock and his balls in one sweep. I then started stroking him, fast, edging him and he quickly was bucking his hips and moaning. I used one of my favorite techniques, where I tease the head of his cock and oversensitize him and he just started whimpering and moaning and writhing around. It turns me on so much seeing him that way. Putty in my hands while I stroke, tease and torture his cock.

Now, cagedmonkey has no clue at all that I took this short video during the teasing and this is the first he is seeing it, right along with all of you. Since he is doing no look, no touch, he will only see the same pictures and videos I show on here and all of you will see before he even gets to! Hehe so much fun, so much torment!


After he was sufficiently teased I waiting until he was soft enough and put his cage back on him. Then I sent him off to take shower and clean the rest of his sexy body.

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Sometimes it amazes me that his big cock even fits in there. Granted he wasn’t fully soft in these pics but it’s not much different. I did manage to squeeze him back in there myself without stabbing him with my fingernail or pinching him with the posts! 🙂

Hope you enjoy the video!