Chastity Device

I’ve written in the past about how I love to lick My Lady’s pussy. This is a known fact, nothing new to report there. But my love for oral sex doesn’t stop at cunnilingus.

Earlier tonight, My Lady and I shared a nice warm shower. She mercifully unlocked me prior to getting in, so I could thoroughly was both myself and my cage. Standing under the water with the sexy nakedness of ML, kissing and caressing each other, I got hard pretty quickly. Usually in the shower I’m the one kneeling and washing her all over, but this time ML knelt down in front of me and began sucking my cock right there in the shower. My legs got all wobbly and I couldn’t help but let out a loud moan. She was only able to do this for about a half minute until her cock sucking skills combined with the fact that I haven’t cum in nearly 3 months and I was right on the edge of orgasm.

After shampooing ML’s hair, she bent over slightly in front of me, rubbing her butt against my still hard cock. I slid myself up and down her crack as she reached back and took me in her hand, guiding me towards her. Surprisingly, she didn’t line me up with her pussy; instead, she aimed my cockhead for her tight asshole. Using the shower water as lube, she took my fat cock inside her with ease. I fought like hell not to cum inside her ass – it felt incredible!  I grabbed her hips and thrusted against her; she moved back against me slowly, knowing that I would easily blow my load if she pounded me deep inside her. I had to bow out quickly once again for fear of spilling my load. We finished our shower and exited the bathroom together.

Later that night, as I was getting ready to leave for work, I assumed my proper position on my knees at the front door. Normally, I lick her pussy to an orgasm (or two, or three, at her discretion), but this time I asked her to turn around and bend over. She did as I asked. I licked my lips as I spread her ass cheeks wide and slid my tongue deep into her asshole.

I absolutely LOVE tongue fucking ML’s ass. It’s so fucking dirty and wrong and damn, I just love doing it! She always ends up moaning loudly, sometimes cursing and bouncing her hips back at me. When I shove my tongue into her ass really deep, she really starts to lose it and goes nuts! Her pussy is always dripping wet afterwards. I love doing this for My Lady, and it also makes me feel super submissive as well.

Tonight, due to previously having my cock inside her asshole, I was able to spread her much wider and get my tongue much deeper. She was squirming and wriggiling her hips in mere seconds. I pushed in deeper and deeper, and she got louder and louder. I was getting such a rush, it was so amazing to be able to do this for her. Eventually, ML couldn’t take it anymore – she pushed me back onto the floor, squatted above my face  and shoved her pussy into my face. She was cumming almost instantly as I licked and sucked her clit. I was in heaven.

I will proudly admit it – I am an ass-licker. How could I resist My Lady’s sexy fucking asshole? Besides, I have a rule: if I’m willing to put my dick there, I’d better be willing to lick there. 😉 Pussy licking is defintiely my favorite, but I will never tire of tongue fucking ML’s asshole… especially if she keeps moaning like that when I do it!

Seriously, I can not take it anymore! I’m so fucking horny!! I totally don’t care that I’m on my period, I just went upstairs and woke cagedmonkey up by removing his cage. Once I got it off I stroked him to a nice big fat erection, climbed up on top of him and pounded my pussy down on his lap. I really really need a good hard fucking, but I need to be the one who uses his body like a sex toy to pound my pussy good.

So bad I wanted to fuck him harder just now but I couldn’t because our daughter was downstairs. I wanted to hear him whimper and moan as I selfishly used his body for my pleasure. I wanted to scream out a good hard cum all over his cock.

Really I’ve been fantasizing about our hood lately. I want to tie him to the bed, hood him and use him as nothing more than a hard cock to ride, topound my pussy with. And nothing more than a face to cum all over as his tongue penetrates my pussy and asshole. I want to have no regard for his sexual pleasure. I need to just fuck him hard… so hard I want to have trouble walking after.

I swear I need to get my kid a babysitter or a class to take, I’m going to die if I don’t get to use him like nothing more than a toy for my pleasure. I need to hear him agonizing without his own orgasm.

Argh!

Ok, really I have my hands on my dream dick everyday. I absolutely love cagedmonkey’s big thick beautiful cock, but when I have his locked up in a cock cage I can’t exactly have my perfect cock. As any Keyholder may know we do need something to satisfy us when we play certain games that involve 24/7 lock up with zero release. Well, from someone who really is not into dildos and toys, I have some pretty high standards and expectations if something is going to be used on me, other than my love’s fantastic cock.

You may have heard about the Doc Johnson Blush dildo I have and really like. It’s very lifelike, soft and actually warms to body temperature while using it. Most dildos, I’ve found are hard, cold and unforgiving. At least Blush is comfortable and something I have been able to use. The issue with it is that it has no hold, it’s all big, thick, soft and… floppy! Using Blush in the harness has caused a rip in the ur3 material right at the base. I’ll admit, it’s my fault – sometimes I like to get fucked hard with it. Can you blame me? 🙂 This put me on the hunt for a replacement.

Anyone who’s seen my Google search history in the past two weeks would think I have a serious obsession with dick, I’m sure haha. You all should know by now how much I research things to death! 🙂 In my hunting around I came across the Cyberskin style of dildo. It looks really fantastic with the nice soft, realistic feeling outer material and a firm core. That is very much how a real penis is, they aren’t all floppy when they’re erect and they certainly don’t feel hard like a silicone dildo.

Anyway, we were very excited to find one that I feel will work nicely for me! This is the one we bought and we were so excited to have it delivered yesterday.
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However, mother nature decided to throw her own tease in there and has forced us to have to wait to try out our new toy. It looks and feels wonderful and I’m so eager to give it a go and tell you all about it. We did get it brand new and very inexpensively off Amazon if you are looking to order one for yourself or for your Keyholder. So far I am very pleased with it even down to the packaging, which comes with some fantastic directions on cleaning, care and storage to get a good life out of it. I do wish the listing had stated those directions in it so I would have known to add on the Renew by Cyberskin which helps keep the material like new!

I really can’t wait to share my experience with you all but, please, if anyone already has experience, we’d love to hear from you! 🙂

Yesterday, I took the plunge into an area I haven’t been as a chaste male yet, both literally and figuratively – ML and I took the kids down to the hotel pool for some swimming fun. We’ve been there once before on our vacation already, but I haven’t been swimming with the cage on yet. Would the cage be obvious when I climbed out of the pool with just my swim trunks on? And how would I react to the sight of My Lady in a sexy swimsuit?

Apparently, my “visibility” concerns were not necessary; the cage wasn’t noticeable at all. In fact, ML says that there was less of a bulge than when I’m unlocked. She suggested that maybe I should wear the cage all the time while swimming!

While things worked out well with how the cage looked, my fears of being turned on by looking at ML were all too real. She looked AMAZING; her tits looked great as she showed off her near-endless cleavage, and she was constantly swimming up to me and rubbing her ass against my cage. Then she’d swim up to me, wrap her legs around me, grind against me – underwater, to keep it subtle of course. She squeezed my locked up cock with her hands as well, driving me crazy in full view of everyone. It was equal parts embarrassing and exciting, although the horny part of my brain didn’t really care who was around watching us.

Last night, our last night in the hotel, My Lady really worked me over. We laid together in the bed, and before we drifted off to sleep she began to fondle my balls. She was tickling my balls so delicately, I craved more friction but she would not give it to me. I was squeezing against the cage almost instantly. I was moaning and whimpering, begging her to take care of my needs, but she was relentless.  When she had her fill of toying with me, she had me lick her pussy to a couple of orgasms before it was time to sleep.

I’ve reached the point where I need… NEED… something. Anything! I miss my orgasm so much, I’m craving it badly. If I can’t have it, I want to at least be close to it. Am I begging for a ruined orgasm? Am I that bad off? And how much worse can I get with about a month to go?

I wasn’t sure how much time I’d be free during our vacation week vs. how much time I’d be locked up, but that question was settled pretty quickly today. After scoping out the security at the park (no metal detectors), My Lady had me put my cage on in the nearest restroom. She has also determined that the cage will stay on for most of the rest of the vaca. This will include any trips to the (very public) hotel pool or other amenities. I really hope my bathing suit does a good job of keeping the Jailbird discreet.

Although there were a few interesting moments today – feeling the cage rattle back and forth while riding a roller coaster was HIGHLY unexpected – there hasn’t been all that much time that I’ve been pushing up against my cage. There is so much going on, so many people around, and my kids to keep track of that there’s almost no time for anything else. On top of that, ML and I are usually both exhausted by the end of the day.

Actually, I feel like I miss her a little bit, even though she is right here with me – literally, she is laying on my shoulder right now as I write this post, sound asleep. We’ve spent so much time together, but almost no time together. I might just wake her up, though, and ask if she wants to share a shower with me. 🙂

This morning when cagedmonkey got home from work I sent him right up to bed. We have places to be today so he has to wake up earlier than usual. I did, of course, tuck him in and decided to unlock his Jail Bird and use my toy for some pleasure. I started out by straddling him from above on my knees. I put his rock hard cock between my extremely wet pussy lips. You could hear the wetness as I moved my hips in a circular motion just teasing the head of his cock. I even made him put his hands on my hips so he could feel me moving above him.

Just as I had him moaning really good I slid down the rest of the way on his cock and instantly that aggressive feeling came over me. I really want to fuck him so hard. I want to ride him hard and fast but I also don’t want to ruin the denial. He started doing math equations out loud and I giggled at him as I held him inside me and squeezed my muscles over and over around his cock. The feeling was overwhelming me and I started to ride his cock, pounding my pussy down on him hard and fast but only a few times because I didn’t want him to explode.

I quickly had to get myself off of him to make sure I wouldn’t accidentally push him over. I told him to get himself in the Rode-Oh boxer brief strap on harness and to get Blue situated in it. I told him I want him ready for me any time I feel like coming up and fucking him but that I don’t want him to cum so I was going to ride Blue.

He’s up there sleeping right now but I’m about to head up to visit and wake him up with my pussy in his face. Then I’m going to slide that dildo in my pussy and ride him so hard. I’m going to give my pussy the good hard fucking that it needs. My pussy is so sloppy and wet today and just waiting to be pleased in every way.

Yesterday was quite a tease filled day. It started out in the morning with me tucking cagedmonkey in like usual. However, it ended up being much more than your typical tuck in! Before I went up he’d fallen asleep so he woke up to my wet horny pussy being shoved in his face and he immediately went to work servicing me. I let him lick me to a nice orgasm and then I slid down and straddled his stomach. I started kissing him very deep. I grabbed his neck under his chin, pushed his head back and started kissing him much more forcefully. I kissed him so deep and so hard that he gagged.

I have no idea what is going on with me the past few days but I’m in a severely dominant mood. I’m very aggressive and forceful. Cagedmonkey says I start to growl like a predator. That’s kinda how I feel like he’s my prey to be caught and used for my pleasure. I have this overwhelming feeling of wanting to use him so hard and force him to do things to me exactly how I want them done. It’s something that, as I get more comfortable with my level of self control, this aggressiveness progresses into much more.

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Yes, that's my tattoo! 🙂


All day yesterday I had randomly been walking up to hubby and grabbing his face and kissing him so hard and deep. I’d grab his crotch, spank his ass as he walked by. I’d been quite clear with my sexual advances.

Last night, before hubby left for work, I had him begging me and whimpering. I decided to take off the Revenge (made him put that on the other day after his little cage free time) and enjoy myself with a little tease and torment. hehe 🙂 I started by simply stroking his rock hard cock to the edge and letting go. I did that over and over while I kind of had him pinned down with my legs. He gets quite squirmy these days when I’m edging him.

So I stroked him to the edge over and over, forced him to suck my big beautiful tits while I was doing it and loved listening to him moan, cuss and whimper each time I’d get him to the edge and leave him dangling there. That’s when I brought out my awesome trick. That really got him going and he started bucking his hips and really begging me to stop. Sometimes I wonder what it feels like when I do it… I guess he’ll have to tell us sometime!

Ohhhhhhh, what’s my trick, right? Hehe see, I even teased you! Well I wish I had a picture or video to show you but basically once I’ve edged him to the point of his cock being super sensitive I cup my hand slightly and place the head of his cock in the middle of my palm. This actually works so awesome with a tiny bit of lube or even precum works. I then move my hand flat, cupped, flat, cupped, etc squeezing with my thumb a bit too to give it that extra ooomph. I keep doing it at a very fast pace and it drives him absolutely crazy. I really have to hold him down then, so if you plan on doing this, tying him down might be a good option. I had a plan to only do it for about 5 mins straight but after seeing him, hearing him and feeling him bucking and squirming under me I just had to keep it up much longer. I kept him like that until the very last minute I could where he would still have time to get back in his cage and head off to work.

He is back in the Jail Bird now but boy oh boy did he have an awfully achy, horny night at work. Especially when I’d text him and tell him how I was rubbing my horny wet pussy, just because I could. *giggle*

Tonight is date night… it’s been awhile… I wonder what kinds of things my aggressive behavior will bring tonight! :)~

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Yes, that’s correct… I’ve been out of my cock cage for pretty much the whole day today! Going back to last night, actually, it’s just about 24 hours now. I had an appointment earlier today, and My Lady actually allowed me out of the house and not in her company without being locked up. I had to ask her if she was sure, I was surprised! Obviously I didn’t have permission to cum, but this was the most freedom I’ve had since ML and I started practicing male chastity.

And I’m not going to lie… it feels good.

Last night and early this morning in bed with ML, it felt really nice to just roll over and slide into her pussy on a whim. The spontaneity of ML grabbing me, squeezing me, stroking me through my clothing is so exciting. I really do like being unlocked!!

But, let’s not get carried away. This situation is just as frustrating as wearing the cage is. Those unexpected touches from ML are driving me mad, shooting my desire into the stratosphere and making me incredibly horny! All of the sex ML and I have been having since she unlocked me is great… but I need to cum. And each sexual encounter makes me need to cum even worse. Even walking around the house, I can feel my cock brushing against my clothing. I’m so sensitive after over a month of denial, it’s like I’m being constantly teased! Seems like the cock cage was doing me a favor. 🙂

And just because I say that I’m enjoying my (most likely temporary) freedom, that doesn’t mean I want to end our chastity play. Far from it! I do enjoy my freedom, but it is this freedom that makes being locked in chastity so intense and wonderful. And THAT is why ML and I do this – we have an intense sexual connection through denying me regular sexual outlets, allowing her to control all aspects of my pleasure, and having me serve and provide her with as much pleasure as she desires. A day or two of going “free range” is never going to change that.

 

Last night I had my first full erection in over two weeks. Oh… my…. GOD did it feel great! I never expected something as simple as my cock getting hard would be such a wonderful feeling, but I gotta admit that it was incredible. After being locked in the Jalbird for 24 hours a day for 17 days straight, just sitting there and seeing my hard cock was very fulfilling. I felt like a man again, sexually strong and powerful… at least, to a degree. My Lady still controlled my cock, allowed my cock to get hard, and also did not give me permission to cum. But I was willing to take what I could get!

And if just being able to get hard wasn’t enough, My Lady allowed me to feel the inside of her warm wet pussy with my cock. Holy fuck in heaven, it was so amazing. She was so fucking tight, she was squeezing me so hard. I warned ML that I couldn’t do much since I was basically on the edge of orgasm the moment my cock sank into her pussy. No problem for her, she was already cumming just from having my cock stretch her out for the first time in a long time. She also rubbed her clit to give herself an even bigger orgasm after that. I managed a few thrusts as she was cumming to help boost her high a little, but I still wasn’t able to do much.

It felt wonderful to finally be free and able to feel My Lady’s pussy with something other than my tongue, my fingers, or my caged cock. Flesh on flesh, there’s nothing like it. I am lucky that ML feels the same way, that she will always have a need to have me inside her and that no toy could ever take my place.

My freedom was short lived – I was back in the Jailbird within a half hour in order to get to work on time. My Lady plans on using the next month to tease me to the brink of insanity. She is very excited that she has now decided that she will be letting me out a lot more often during the month of May; without the protection of the cage, she can really let loose on teasing my cock. Will I be longing for the days that just passed, where I knew the limitations of ML’s teasing, and all I had to deal with was the crushing tightness of the steel around my throbbing shaft?

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I couldn’t do it! I was trying to keep cagedmonkey locked 24/7 for a month. A month with no erections, no touching his penis, not feeling me… and ultimately me not feeling him either.

I made it 17 days! Haha it seriously felt like way longer than that. Especially that first moment I took off his cage and saw his cock instantly become erect. Cagedmonkey had no idea I was going to unlock him. I’d actually made the decision earlier today but we didn’t have a chance at alone time until almost 8 pm when the kids went to bed. After tucking them in I took off my necklace where the key hangs. I put it in the palm of my hand and only revealed it to hubby when we were in the middle of making out and dry humping like teenagers. 🙂

Once I got him unlocked, he turned the ring to put the post behind his balls. That helps with it poking me during playtime. Then slowly, very slowly he slid his raging hard cock into my pussy. Stretching me as he slowly filled me up. It wasn’t even a minute before my body reacted. It felt absolutely incredible to feel my pussy tighten around his big fat cock. Squeezing it so tight, my body shaking as I came so hard. The orgasm was so intense and long and I was unable to let out my screams that it ended with a headache. A headache well worth having!

So I’m sure we’ll try the zero time out again but for now I’ll be playing with my toy often until June. I’m still aiming at maybe day being in June – at least! I love feeling how much he wants me, how horny he is for me constantly. So, who knows, maybe I’ll want to keep him there a while! 🙂