Today marks 242 years since the adoption of the Declaration of Independence. Coincidentally, today is also one month since the start of my latest (and what will be longest?) bout of orgasm denial. There’s really no connection there, other than the fact that I seem to be obsessed with all things sexual lately due to being so horny.
ML has yet to re-attempt a long lockup time, but I have a feeling it’s coming soon. The question is whether or not I am looking forward to it, also. With the caveat of saying that I love absolutely everything we do, I’m not sure if I’d rather have my dick out or locked away at certain times.
Sometimes it feels like I’m just torturing myself by hoping for time out of the cage. After all, I know I’m not going to get an orgasm no matter what attention my cock gets, so it’s just going to end up as one big frustrating tease. Sometimes I wonder if I’m better off staying in the cage until My Lady wants to use me.
But then I remember how damn good My Lady’s pussy feels on my cock.
It really is amazing, and totally worth the frustration of being repeatedly denied. I am very lucky that ML feels the same way about me, instead of only wanting me out of the cage to torment me… although, sometimes, that is her goal for releasing me.
I think you are lucky that she locks up your cock…It is so nice to not be able to get into that soft wet inviting pussy because we know how good it actually feels. If I lived in a perfect world my cock would never again be allowed inside what I want to put it inside which is my wife’s sweet pussy. Of course I want her to feel other cocks to replace mine but I think I could really get off on permanent penetration denial…and long periods of no ejaculations except by hand when she feels like it, be it her hand or mine
I really enjoy reading your blog, especially that you both contribute. “Denial” has always been more important to me than being “locked up” but there have been quite a few times that being locked up has helped get over the impulse of wanting to “break” the denial.
Anyway you cut it, one month of orgasm denial is very impressive! It’s hard for me to not dwell on my own “day counts”. Yesterday, I looked at the calendar and realized I’ve only had one “full” orgasm in the last 30 days, over 2 weeks ago.
I always had a problem counting days, too… in fact, sometimes I still do! I try hard not to focus on it, but when it’s linked to an important date (like mine is on my birthday) it’s hard to get it off your mind.
Maybe ML planned it that way, I can’t be sure… 🙂