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I’m a Good Boy

Posted by cagedmonkey on January 9, 2014
Posted in: Female Led Relationship, Male Chastity, Sex, Wife Led Marriage. Tagged: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , . Leave a Comment

As you may have read in an earlier post, My Lady recently had shoulder surgery that has left her with pretty much only one functional arm for the next few weeks. I’ve been waiting on her hand and foot (and toes!) for a couple of days now; it has been rough working so hard for her, but thing are settling into a groove. She is starting to feel better, as well as slowly returning to her “insatiably horny and wet all day every day” status. 🙂

Over the past few days, I have realized that I truly am at peace when I am serving ML. Sexual service is obviously more exciting, however serving her in non-sexual ways also gives me an energy from within. Most importantly,  I thrive on her feedback; it was rough going when she was in pain and feeling terrible, but it is getting better as her mood is improving. I live to hear those words “such a good boy” escape those sexy lips.

I have spent most of the past week unlocked, however I have still been denied an orgasm (still cum-less in 2014!). As ML’s physical comfort has allowed, I have been pleasing her with my tongue, hands, and also with my cock. She has mentioned on quite a few occasions that I feel exceptionally large this week. While I’m not the type to figure out exactly why I’m receiving these AWESOME comments – what guy doesn’t want to hear they have a huge cock? – it may be due to the fact that the frequency of penetrative sex has been less leading up to now. All bragging aside, I have somehow managed to hold myself off from cumming during this time. I can’t count how many times I’ve WANTED to shoot my load of cum deep in her wet warm pussy, but so far I’ve been that “good boy” that I strive to be.

What exactly makes some of us sub males so dedicated to our keyholders that we are willing to be SO committed to our chastity and orgasm denial? Why do some men need anti-pullout features on their chastity devices, while others can fuck their KH without going over the edge?

I can’t speak for everyone, but for me it’s that I am fully focused on My Lady’s pleasure. She gets off on the control she has over me, and I get off on her controlling me. I know that she would be extremely disappointed if I were to cum without permission (unless she forced me to, but that’s a different story). For me, it’s about giving My Lady what she desires. And what she desires is a man who will allow himself to be denied indefinitely until she wants to please him, and who will serve her every need until that moment occurs.

She wants a good boy. And I want that to be me. 🙂

Two Days in & Already Ruined 2014

Posted by Lady M on January 2, 2014
Posted in: KeyHolder, Male Chastity, Sex, Tease & Denial. Tagged: , , , . 5 comments

Damn it, Damn it, Damn it!

So since Christmas I’ve been having a lot of fun teasing cagedmonkey. Today and tonight was no different. This morning I decided to restrain cagedmonkey with the neck and wrist cuffs again today and unlock him. I got him worked up and very erect so I could slip the silicone sleeve on him. They I placed the super strong bullet vibrator in the sleeve at the base of his penis & balls. I left him vibrating there unable to touch for 45 mins. 🙂 it was lots of fun hearing the moaning and writhing around from all of the non-stop sensation.

This evening after the kids went to bed I began playing around and gave cagedmonkey one hell of a blow job. I kept edging him over and over with my mouth and hands. I even used his own hand to force him to masturbate and would pull his hand away just before he’d go off the edge. It was fun watching his face and hearing his half laugh moan thing he does! 🙂

I continued stroking over and over keeping him on the edge and abruptly letting go before he would get to orgasm. Until… ugh… I had to go one time too far! It’s not like he had an actual orgasm but I’m still disappointed that I accidentally gave him his first ruined orgasm of 2014!

Ah well… I’m not sure how I’ll handle this because really it was cumming without permission. I’ll have to think about this. I suppose I have been looking for a good excuse for spanking him. Hehe 🙂

My Well Used Sex Toy

Posted by Lady M on December 31, 2013
Posted in: KeyHolder, Male Chastity, Sex, Tease & Denial. Tagged: , , , , , , , . 5 comments

The other night started like any other night of tease and denial. I told cagedmonkey to get a list of toys and other things I wanted to play with. I had him bring down our neck & wrist cuffs to restrain him and put the blindfold on. It’s been awhile since we’ve used the blindfold so it was fun to pick and choose which toys I wanted to use and cagedmonkey had no idea what I was doing next. With his hands restrained I unlocked his JailBird and let him out of his cage.

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SportSheets neck & wrist restraints

I started out by lubing up the mini butt plug and cagedmonkey’s beautiful tight asshole. Yes, I love that ass of his, I’m sure you remember that from my previous ass post. He was blindfolded so he had no clue what I was inserting, a toy? the butt plug? the prostate massager? I just loved his reaction when I pushed it passed his tight opening. That gasp and moan that happens as the muscle is spread apart.

With his ass feeling filled up and his hands restrained I took the strap-on harness and put it just above his unlocked hard cock. I straddled him and sat down on the strap-on. I began riding the strap on on top of him while his cock flopped around behind me aching to feel me. Instead he just bumped against my ass as I bounced up and down, fucking myself with my dildo. Cagedmonkey was writhing around moaning as I rode myself to a nice orgasm 2 inches away from the cock that desperately wanted to be used.

I started talking to him, describing exactly what I was doing. Like using my dildo to cum and leaving his cock to lay there hard, aching and unused. I told him maybe I needed to have my ass filed up as well just like his. That’s when I grabbed his cock and lubed it up. I could tell even under the blindfold that his eyes were bugging in shock and his breathing got shorter and faster. I lifted up on my knees with the dildo still inserted, took his cock and found the tight sweet spot and sat ever so slowly and gently down taking his entire cock into my ass. He moaned and grunted so loud as I did. I slowly slid up and down and on the dildo and his cock, then faster and faster until I came again, I collapsed onto his chest, breathing heavy… my session was done.

Generosity – Cuckold Fantasy

Posted by Lady M on December 22, 2013
Posted in: Fiction, Male Chastity. Tagged: , , , , , . 5 comments

Author: Cagedmonkey

It’s three days past “Maybe Day” and I’m jumping through my skin. I’ve suffered through 5 solid weeks of either being locked up in the steel cage or enduring hours of tease and denial by Your hand. I have been forced to satisfy You in many different ways – my tongue, fingers, using Strap on on You until You are completely spent, for example. The one way I have not been allowed to please You is with your cock I have not been allowed to enter You for the entire five weeks of chastity this time around. You have been hinting that You are seriously looking forward to Maybe Day, perhaps even more than I am.
 
I am tied spread eagle to the bed, unable to move my body more than an inch or two away from You. You started off teasing me slowly, torturing me by making me wait even longer for my reward. Then You began to seriously put your cock through its paces, causing me to writhe around the bed and beg You for mercy. I am exhausted and nearly out of breath. My attention snaps back to You, however, as You straddle my hips and bring the head of my cock to Your wet pussy.
 
You make me wait even for this, sliding the head up and down Your pussy lips as I moan in utter frustration. You slowly slide your cock inside, and I can’t hold back a gasp as your cock is surrounded by Your warm, soft wetness. I want to thrust up into You, but I am held down by Your weight on my hips. Your pussy pulses and squeezes around me; I shudder as even that smallest amount of sensation begins to bring me closer to orgasm.
 
The pulsing of Your pussy stops as you reach to the side of the bed and grab you phone. “Oh baby, I almost forgot,” You casually remark, “I got an email from Adam a few days ago. He wanted you to read this, but you seem to be a little ‘tied up’ at the moment, so I figured I would read it to you.”
 
You then start to read the email from Adam. He writes how He loved the pics of Your beautiful tits, and how sexy You sounded as You moaned as I fucked You with the strap on and You came over and over. He got so horny that He fucked His wife in much the same way, making her moan and feeling her pussy flutter around His cock. He says I should know that it felt amazing to fuck a wet horny pussy nice and hard like that, and it’s too bad that I could only use a plastic cock on You while your cock thobbed away, locked away and lonely, unable to feel anything. He fucked her good; He ended up pulling out, stroking His cock hard and fast, and shooting a huge load of cum all over her stomach.
 
“I bet you’d like to jerk that cock and cum nice and hard all over me like that, huh?” You ask me. I nod, unable to speak. “Yeah, I know you would. I bet it would be a huge load, too. Over five weeks worth of cum backed up in those balls… it would probably be a lot more cum than this, you think?”
 
You turn the phone around and show me a photo of Adam’s cock, His hand wrapped around the shaft, and puddles of cum on what I assume is his wife’s stomach. He sent you a pic of His cum, prompted by the pics and videos I sent him for the explicit reason of getting off to. And now you are showing me the result as you hold you cock firmly in place inside your pussy.
 
I instictively thrust upward at You, but You hold me down.
 
“Nuh uh,” You say. “You be a good boy now. Looks like Adam enjoyed the presents you sent him! You owe him a thank you. I think a nice thank you gift would be to allow him to take your next orgasm from you on your next Maybe Day, five weeks from now…. he gets to cum, you don’t. What do you think?”
 
I’m speechless, unable to even think at the moment.
 
“Yes, that sounds just wonderful. When you write him a thank you email, you will tell him about the arrangement and how you won’t be cumming for just about 4 months because he is enjoying your presents so much.” You then begin to rise up off of my cock.
 
I begin to panic… what the??? Why are you not making me cum?
Then my brain does the math….
Five weeks from now, Adam will get to cum instead of me. I will have to wait five weeks after that, a total of ten, until I get to cum. But it has been five weeks already…
 
“Ah yes, my boy. You are realizing it now, yes? Adam took your orgasm this time around, too. He got to pump his cum nice and good, stealing your chance to empty those balls deep into my pussy… and you didn’t even know it! That must be so frustrating!”
 
Tears are beginning to well in my eyes as your cock begins to throb desperately, looking for any type of sensation in order to cum.
 
“Poor baby. I know this is hard for you, but it’s turning me on so much. In fact, I have to go get myself off, now! Hey look…. now just about EVERYBODY is getting to cum except for you!” You lean over and kiss my cheek as I let out a soft sob. “I’m going to head downstairs. I hope you can get yourself soft by the time I come back upstairs so I can lock you back up again.”
 
You walk to the door, turning back just before You turn out the light.
 
“I’ll try to keep it down so you don’t get too frutstrated up here,” You say with a wink.
 
You turn the lights off as I am left to deal with my ever increasing frustration. I eventually drift off to sleep to the sounds of Your moans as you cum for the third (or possibly fourth?) time….