Over the past few days, I’ve really been feeling the “enforced” part of our enforced chastity lifestyle. The last couple of days have been really rough. I’m definitely in that “I want out so badly” zone right now. I guess ten straight days of 24/7 locked in chastity will do that sort of thing.
It’s pretty much as bad as I can remember it right now. I know that I’m only about halfway to my prior longest 24/7 period, but I dunno… something about this time is just making it so difficult to deal with! My Lady has been extra physical and lovey with me lately: we’ve been cuddling naked in bed on the nights I’m home, and I’m giving her orgasms almost constantly throughout the day. I smell her pussy on my hands, I taste her on my lips. I cannot get her sex off my mind. She is also demanding more submissive behaviors from me, which I am gladly fulfilling.
I think the hardest part is how she had been telling me that she wants to unlock me so bad, to feel my cock deep in her pussy, to fill her up with my cum… join the club, ma’am! 😉 I can feel the want and desire that she has for me; it’s real, it’s not a put on. She really wants my cock. However, my subtle reminders that she can have it whenever she wants have not been successful. The cage is still locked on; her resolve is much stronger than mine would be.
But that is why she controls me: she knows that if she makes me wait just a little longer, the increase in intensity will be worth it. She knows that when she unlocks me, when my cock gets full and hard for the first time in weeks, when I feel her warm wet pussy squeeze my shaft… the longer she makes us wait, the more incredible it will be.
I wouldn’t have waited this long; I know that because my begging and pleading has been genuine for days now. I need to be released, badly… but I will only my released it when my keyholder needs it, too.
Great post buddy, I definitely hear you on being totally controlled, not only do I have a chastity device but she has me under control mentally. I basically only wear my chastity device for punishment or for a current situation. Normally she knows by my mannerisms that if I had masturbated, so she’ll do one or both of two kinds of tests. The sniff test is where she makes me pull down my pants as sniffs my crotch to see if there is a smell of cum emanating. If I try to hide the smell by taking a shower, she’ll pick up on it and ask me to masturbate that night, she knows that if I recently masturbated then it will take me longer to reach orgasm and the amounts of cum will be significantly less then if I was on restriction. So, as you can see, Marie knows me so well, she doesn’t even have to lock me up to totally control me 😉