Since the other day when cagedmonkey had his Temporary Release, I’ve been thinking. I really enjoyed, I mean REALLY enjoyed having the access to his cock. I seem to have the old “my eyes are bigger than my stomach” thing going on sometimes. I had this grand plan of keeping hubby locked through till August. Obviously after the first three weeks that went to the crapper haha. Then comes my decision, do I keep him locked up now with zero release for the month of July our do I save that for another time?
Let me tell you what’s been roaming the kinky streets in my mind. Over the last couple days I started to realize how much I can’t do when he’s in 24/7. The focus is completely on me, and on serving me. There is only so much service I want or can tolerate. I have a very fond love for teasing and I start to feel bored and useless if I’m not able to tease the way I want. I want to be able to edge him, I want to be able to drag my nails up and down his shaft, to simply rub or lick that sweet spot on the underside of his cock. One of the things I miss most is probably sucking his cock and getting him to the edge my mouth. I miss feeling his big thick cock in my pussy anytime I want, edging him over and over with my tight pussy. Gripping his shaft as I cum hard on his cock.
Yup, I AM getting turned on writing this!!!
Anyway, I feel like 24/7 robs me of some of my control. Maybe if I could stand a one-sided relationship, where I get literally everything and he gets nothing (isn’t that a slave relationship?), then maybe I could leave him locked 24/7 longer. I really just enjoy tormenting him. I enjoy forcing him to endure my teasing. I love forcing him to feel things that are otherwise enjoyable to the point that he is wanting, needing and begging for them to stop because they have become very UNenjoyable!
So I think it’s about time to go up and sit on hubby’s face until I cover it in my gooey, yummy cum. Then I think I’ll restrain him, plug him, unlock him and edge him. I want to edge him with my whole body, my hands, my mouth, my boobies, my pussy. Then again, I’m in charge, maybe I’ll be satisfied with just cumming on his face. 🙂
This is the reason we don’t use devices. Bear loves seeing me erect, loves teasing me, and does so almost daily. I don’t penetrate him (more’s the pity – he misses it), so there’s no risk of me coming that way. “Without device” works well that way for 5-7 weeks. Longer periods need some adjustment on my part, which I hope I have made now.
I’ve been looking at Kegel exercises for men and “dry orgasms”. It looks like it takes a lot of practice, months to years, but that might be an option for you, if you want to mix chastity with device and without device.
Don’t be mistaken, our orgasm denial and chastity are only partly linked. I would likely have him locked even if I was letting him cum everyday hehe, I love it! 🙂 but also there are times he is unlocked where he does not cum. So while they do go hand in hand, one does not govern the other.
I’m so glad, schnoff, that you have worked out holding off. I love the Bear teases you almost daily, I love that! I love doing that hehe! 🙂 I hope you manage to make that click with exercises or whatever to go longer for Bear. I’m so in love with the “hair trigger horny” that comes from long term denial.
You had me till I read “boobies.” 😉
In similar fashion, my KH knows that she is queen, and therefore can change the rules at her whim. My birthday can’t come (cum) soon enough.
Right you are. I can see how the chastity would be a kink in its own right.
And boy, did you nail it with the “hair trigger horny”. All he has to do is wrap his hand around me and squeeze lightly, and I am squirming and moaning and half out of my mind. It’s a fun state to be in. Very.
Here’s to my changes in routine paying off. Too early to say it worked, yet I am hopeful :).
Look forward to hearing all about it! 🙂
You are in charge. And he only needs to be locked when you want him to be and unlocked when you want him to be. How about you keep him unlocked when you’re ready to use him and then locked when you’re done with him? 24/7 might mean he’s locked all the time you want him locked. This is supposed to be enjoyable of you just as much. He’s defiantly locked when you’re not around. You’re in charge.
Kinkypleasures,
That’s how it usually is… but I was trying to push us to see how long we could keep him completely locked. However, I’ve changed my mind because I miss unlocking, using him, teasing him, locking him back up etc. So, because I AM in charge I can change things up in the middle. 🙂
Keep on going! 😉