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When I think about what happened yesterday, I can’t help but chuckle. After my little self imposed Tease & Denial trial I was extremely horny. I was, quite honestly, contemplating saying screw it to my “You aren’t getting out of that cage for one second till August”thing and getting myself some nice big thick cock in my pussy. I was aching to fuck cagedmonkey, aching to feel him inside me filling up my pussy and pounding away at me until I came nice and hard on his cock. Well… let’s just say, I don’t feel that way anymore hehe I’m good to go til August now! 🙂

Yesterday morning I went up to do my morning visit and facesitting. When I walked in the bedroom cagedmonkey was softly snoring. I gently knelt on the bed, careful not to wake him too soon, and straddled his face. I just love the deep gasp that happens, practically in my pussy, as he realizes he’s buried in it. Without pause he began licking, tonguing and softly kissing my pussy and clit. It was not long before I was gyrating my hips back forth, rubbing my pussy from his nose to his chin, covering him in my pussy juices. I felt those waves of goodness surge up through me as I grabbed the wall in front of me and leaned against it hard, pushed down on to his face and my pussy muscles squeezed and gushed cum onto his face and in his mouth. Mmm I just love the feeling of his wet scruffy face and his goatee between my legs.

I backed myself down his chest and stomach to straddle his Jail Bird caged cock. I could honestly feel him bulging out of the cage with my sensitive pussy lips as I slid the cage between them. My pussy was so wet and gooey that it was like instant lube for the cage. I couldn’t help myself, I needed to fuck him so bad. Cage or not, I wanted to feel him, to have that close intimate moment with him. To look him in the eyes as I came hard on his cock and covered him in my cum.

At first I rubbed him over and over between my pussy lips, sliding back and forth on his cage as he moaned and whimpered. I positioned myself so that his cage was between my lips and the end of it was at my opening and looked him right in the eye as I slid him into me. I loved hearing his moan deepen as I took him inside me. I know, in the Jail Bird, that he can kinda feel it when he’s in me like that but not fully. I do think he was at the point, he began whimpering and begging for me to let him cum. He was practically crying for an orgasm. I know deep down he knew I wasn’t letting him out of the cage but, as bad off as he was, I don’t think it mattered.

While I was riding his cage I looked him intently and simply said “do it, try to cum.” His eyes got big and his voice sounded as if he were sobbing and he asked “can I really?” I told him if he was really able to cum in that cage to go ahead. Haha poor guy tried so hard and did manage to… uhhh… have something that may have resembled an orgasm. He told me his cock surged, it tried to press against the bars, it tried to throb and push out cum but because of the cage nothing happened.

So there he was, covered in my cum, wishing he’d actually just cum rather than ruined a perfectly good orgasm. I climbed off of him and he lay there grunting, moaning and whimpering in the fetal position because he was now worse off than he was before the ruined orgasm. Awww my poor baby, hornier than ever with no real orgasm in sight… except mine! *giggle*

Sometimes I swear it’s like someone flips a switch in me and even if I try to fight it, the Aggressive in me comes out. Even if I’m in the mood to be lovey and romantic, this aggressive, dominant, controlling me sneaks out and takes over. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not trying to hide who I am but sometimes I don’t always want it rough and aggressive. Soft and sensual are nice too!

This morning I went up to tuck cagedmonkey in and we were snuggling and kissing and all of a sudden I felt that urge. That one where I feel the need to push him down hard into the bed, grab the back of his head and pull him in for a deep, hard kiss. That feeling when kissing him that I want to suck his tongue and give it that slight tug with my teeth. That feeling where I want to grab his nipple and give it that extra hard pinch. That feeling where I want to slide my hand down around his sexy little ass cheek, grab it good, squeeze it and pull him in toward my hips as I grind up against him. That feeling where I just want to ravage his body and fuck him hard.

However, we have quite the predicament. Hubby has been sentenced to a lengthy Jail Bird stay without release until August and mother nature has stepped in so I can’t even play with my favorite dildo (whom I’ve now named “Adam” after a friend who only wishes he could get a piece of this haha lmao!). So, I feel, in a few days when my cycle is over I’ll be using the RodeOh with Adam on hubby and getting my fill of being filled. Hehe

All of this certainly didn’t stop me from going up a bit ago to have a couple orgasms in front of hubby. I grabbed the wand, which works wonders through a pad, and gave myself a lovely orgasm. Then hubby asked if he could hold the wand while I came a second time, nice and hard, squeezing him with my thighs as I bucked my hips toward the ceiling.

Hubby has informed me that he’s feeling awfully subby today and is ready to do anything I ask of him… yes this turns me on and gets my wicked little mind working! 🙂

My Lady has been thoroughly enjoying teasing my cock over the past few days, knowing full well that my next orgasm will be many months from now. Today, she decided to continue her growing dominance over me by forcing my body to do her bidding.

I went upstairs to take a nap late in the morning to adjust my sleep schedule after the weekend, and ML followed me upstairs to tuck me in. Still looking to satisfy her bondage craving, she cuffed me to the bed and began stroking my cock as she kissed me; I was hard for her within a few seconds. ML then went and grabbed the wand vibrator from the side of the bed. She used an extra set of velco cuffs to secure the wand to the shaft of my cock. Then she hit the switch, sending powerful vibrations all over and through my cock. I moaned loudly and pushed my hips up into the air. It felt soooooo good.

ML petted my cock, her fingers feeling just as good, if not better than the vibrations from the wand. She leaned in close to me, and looked right into my eyes.

“I’m going downstairs. You better be a good boy and not spill your cum, otherwise I’m going to lock you up for a month and a half with absolutely NO time out.” Then she stood up and left the room. “See you in a while,” she said as she shut the door.

I knew right away that I was in trouble.

For starters, I already knew it was possible for the wand to force me into a ruined orgasm in this type of situation; it had happened before. It was only a matter of time before my body gave in to the incessant vibrations. I also knew by the look in ML’s eyes that she was dead serious; if I had an orgasm, I’d be in the cage until August most likely. Part of me wondered if ML set me up to fail, that she was using this as the opening to an extended 24/7 lockup we had discussed in the past. But, as always, I want to be a good boy for My Lady. So I tried to hold off. I took deep breaths, I let my mind wander to a number of different non-sexy subjects. And, miraculously, it seemed as though I was getting a handle on it. My cock was softening. I was going to make it!

Then, as my cock started to soften, the wand must have slipped just the tiniest fraction of an inch, sending sensations to a different area of my shaft… a much more sensitive area.

My cock was once again stiff in an instant. I could feel the vibrations flowing through my cock in waves. I tried as hard as I could to hold off, but I could feel the orgasm creeping up on me. Slowly, torturously it came nearer. I gave it one last effort, holding it back with all of my body. But it was no use.

I moaned loudly as my body gave in, my cock pouring cum out onto the bed sheets as it twitched against the wand. Much like the last time, the orgasm was by no means satisfying; I needed stroking on my shaft to give me a full orgasm. Instead, my cum-covered cock twitched helplessly against the wand, begging for more stimulation but receiving none. I moaned in frustration, knowing that not only would the ruined orgasm make my need to cum even worse, but that I also doomed myself to a month-plus of having no erections whatsoever.

My Lady came upstairs shortly after (she must have heard my moans). She acted as if she was disappointed in me – calling me a bad boy, disobeying his lady, getting messy when I shouldn’t.* Then she explained that she would uncuff me and I would immediately head downstairs, and put the cage on as I was taking a shower. “Make sure it’s comfortable,” she said, “because it’s not coming off for a LONG time!” I did as ordered, locking the Jailbird on my cock, wondering what it will feel like after a month and a half of not seeing or feeling my cock get fully hard. How frustrated will I be? How relieved will I be to get the cage off? Will I even survive it to find out the answers to these questions? I guess there’s nothing I can do but let time pass now.

*Note: My Lady did mention to me out-of-role later in the day that she meant for this to happen all along. She was most likely going to leave me up there until the wand ruined my orgasm no matter what. If I managed to hold off, thent he struggling I’d go through would be enough torture, but she REALLY wanted to lock me up 24/7 until our next vacation in August. I was very thankful she told me this. After all, I pride myself on being a good boy; knowing I was doomed from the start was somewhat comforting.  🙂

Last night was amazing! I don’t think I’ve posted lately describing playtime so for those looking to get off, here you go, here’s a little word porn for ya haha 🙂

The evening started out lovely as cagedmonkey sent me out by myself to get my fingers and toes done at the nail salon. He took care of getting the kids showered and into bed while I got myself some wonderful, pampering, me time. What an amazing hubby man! I now have pretty purple fingernails and bright blue toenails. Hubby’s favorite color is purple so I picked it out just for him.

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Once I got home we took care of the business side of things and I unlocked him, shaved him and we took a shower together. After we showered we had a couple drinks, watched some How I Met Your Mother on Netflix and things got frisky! I guess it doesn’t take long to go from watching tv to face-in-the-pussy when I’m sitting across from cagedmonkey on the couch, legs spread, mindlessly petting my pussy lips. He got very worked up and asked if he could please taste me. As if I’d say no to a little face time. 🙂

I let him get his little taste and back to his side of the couch he went. As we sat there talking and I was sipping my wine, I started rubbing my wet pussy lips. Since I never finger myself (only one other time), I told hubby I wondered what I felt like inside and gently slid my middle finger just inside my pussy. It felt so warm and soft and spongy. I could actually feel my g spot and started rubbing it. I told cagedmonkey I wondered what it would feel like in there if I came on my own fingers. He sat there eyes wide, watching as I slid my finger back and forth inside me. I rubbed my clit with my other hand and brought myself to orgasm. It felt so neat as my pussy squeezed and throbbed around my fingers.

After I came on my fingers I told cagedmonkey I wondered what I taste like. I asked him if I tasted good, should I taste myself? He looked at me with big eyes and said, “WHAT?!?!” I smiled my wicked little smirk and slowly put my cum covered fingers to my lips. He just gasped, “oh my God!” as I licked and sucked my fingers clean. It was driving him absolutely mad that I was doing the one thing he loves to do above all else, I was tasting my own pussy juices. I told him he should be stroking his cock and then I reached down with my whole hand and scooped up more of my gooey yummy cum. It was spreading between my fingers. I held it up and showed hubby and slowly brought it to my tongue. I looked hubby right in the eye as he was stroking and, again, licked and sucked each of my fingers clean.
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Cagedmonkey sat there extremely turned on, edging himself as I teased him and I got up, walked over in front of him and sat my wet horny pussy right down on his cock. Just as quickly as I slid his cock in my pussy, I slid it out and knelt down to suck myself off of his slicked up cock. I think hubby may have stopped breathing as I did that. I was completely doing things out of my norm and he was astonished. I coated his cock a few more times like that and kept kneeling in front of him sucking his cock as if I were starving for it.

That’s when I told hubby that I would love to cum on his cock and have him shove his cock in my mouth and make me clean it off. He got up, laid me on the couch and before sticking his cock in me he brought me to a fantastic orgasm with his mouth. I guess he really wanted a taste too! With my pussy full of my fresh cum he slid his cock inside deep and thrust a few times to get it covered good with my juices. He pulled out his sopping wet cum covered cock, moved up to my face, grabbed the back of my head, tilted it slightly and shoved his cock deep, past my lips. I could feel his balls hit my chin as the tip of his cock opened my throat. He again thrust into my pussy while I rubbed my clit and came all over his cock and then forced his cock into my mouth. He did this repeatedly making me cum and then suck him clean. My eyes watered and I gagged on his big thick rock hard cock. I tasted different on his cock than my fingers.

When I’d had enough, I told him to stop but my body was not ready to stop having orgasms. I was so incredibly turned on by the whole situation I just HAD to cum… not once, not twice but three more times. I laid there breathing heavy on the couch, loving every bit of what just happened. Loving that I made him dominate me and directed him how to do it. It was just all so incredibly hot!

Hubby is home from work again tonight… I wonder if we’ll get up to some naked naughty fun stuff again.

Ok so I don’t think being able to orgasm spontaneously is a superpower but cagedmonkey seems to think so! Haha He just really finds it fascinating that I have so many different ways that I can orgasm. Most involve touching but some require none at all and still others happen whether I want them to or not. Don’t you worry, of course I’m going to explain what I mean! 🙂

So, of course, like most women I can orgasm with clitoral stimulation. It really is a wonderful thing to feel that warm soft tongue slide between your pussy lips to find and connect with your clit. That amazing feeling when it is rubbed, licked, kissed and gently sucked. Just send shivers up my spine and makes my pussy quiver thinking about it.

There’s also the g-spot orgasm when a guy hits, rubs and tickles that wondrous spongy spot just inside the vagina. I just love when hubby switches from fingering me deep to rubbing my g-spot just at the perfect time. He seems to know exactly when I’m at the very beginning of my orgasm. It’s just crazy how my body reacts to his different touches. 🙂

I am a girl who has multiple orgasms and it seems like once cagedmonkey gets me going I almost can’t stop. Sometimes my pussy just needs to orgasm and that feeling, those tickles, tingle and quivers stick around even after he’s made me cum a few times. I’ll just be sitting there after a few good orgasms and my body just starts to spasm and twitch. I get that feeling between my legs (I’m getting wet writing this right now, thinking about it!) and my pussy just starts tightening and throbbing and that feeling comes over my whole body as I have myself a “leftovers” orgasm. That’s the only way I can explain it, it’s leftover tickles and tingles in my pussy that cause an orgasm even when I’m not being touched and it happens whether I want it to our not. My body just gives itself this orgasm. I’ve tried to fight it but I just can’t. Sometimes they are stronger than others but they are orgasms just the same.

There are a few other orgasms I could get into (like squirting) but for now I’ll just mention one more. This one might be cagedmonkey’s favorite. I have one hell of an imagination and I can literally think myself into an orgasm. Just this morning, when hubby got home from work, we were kissing a bit and I happened to grab his sexy little ass at the same time. That kinda made me start to grind my hips toward him. We were standing there and in my head I imagined swirling my hips around as I was filled up with his hard cock and I could feel it in the pit of my stomach first. Then my muscles tightened in my pussy and they started to quiver and I felt a gush as my pussy suddenly got very wet. I could feel the warmth between my legs as I imagined slowly sliding myself up and down on his cock. I imagined squeezing his shaft so tight as I began to orgasm in my pants with no vaginal stimulation whatsoever. Oh geesh, I think I need to go masturbate after writing that!

So maybe I have a talent but I’m not sure I would call it a superpower. 🙂

Cagedmonkey and I just finished up an almost 3 month period of denial, 80 days to be exact. It really pushed the limits for both of us because it was the longest we had taken the denial with some pretty intense teasing along the way. Since putting cagedmonkey back in his Jail Bird, I’ve been trying to decide how to handle his next denial period. I figured it might be a good idea to come to the blog and get out my Keyholder thoughts. Perhaps some of you have thoughts or ideas you’d like to mention.

Since we’ve done a bunch of different periods of denial already I don’t see denying him until Christmas or New Year’s (6 months) being a real issue. So I’m leaning on that being the actual denial period but along the way I love to throw in some intense teases, hardcore frustration and those lovely things to endure. I’ve thought about certain time periods of complete 24/7 wear with zero time out for even an erection. It would have to be a month or longer for this to be a challenge for him. I was also thinking that part of that, or another period itself, could be him wearing the Revenge and doing a “no look, no touch” thing for a couple weeks to a month.

I am loving the idea of a progression thing that goes along with the 12 Days of Christmas. Ideas are anything from just stroking him each day for longer and longer to actually doing a new, added thing each day. Like, a butt plug the first day and then the second day would be two nipple clamps and a butt plug and third day could be 3 stokes, 2 nipple clamps and a butt plug… etc but that would be twelve ideas I’d have to come up with! I could do a new thing added up to five and then from there could be spankings… hmmm.

Ok anyway, you see my thought process here. You know I love to keep things interesting so I’m kinds curious what others think of this. Would you like your Keyholder to do something like this? Something different, what? Something more? Something less? Would you like to see me put cagedmonkey through something in particular that I have or maybe haven’t done already? Let me know!

I hope to hear you’re thoughts!

My Lady and I have been going through some pretty intense experiences over the past week. I think we could both sense Maybe Day approaching next week. It was exciting, but it was also taking its toll on both of us.

Granted, it was probably more difficult on me than on ML. I could feel my horniness growing deep inside my gut and spreading to the outer limbs of my body. I had gone well past my longest period of orgasm denial. My balls were constantly feeling swollen and the veritable “blue balls” veins had appeared weeks ago. Even after ML gave me a milking over the weekend, I still found no relief. The finish line was near, but I was barely dragging myself there.

The denial of my orgasm was also having a not-so-obvious effect on My Lady. As time ran on and the intensity grew and grew, she began to ramp up her dominant side. She was taking advantage of my more and more often, cornering me and rubbing her wet pussy all over my face whenever she could. We began to do more bondage games, pushing the intensity further. ML eventually reached a plateau; she was no longer feeling the fun of dominating me.

“It feels like work,” she said to me this morning, which is the LAST thing I want it to feel like. I want ML’s control over me to be natural, to flow from her effortlessly. I don’t want her to fulfill a role she thinks I want her to. I want her to be her. If she feels like teasing me in cute ways one day, then bring it on! If she isn’t in the mood for any teasing whatsoever, no problem! She was starting to feel obligated, and neither of us wanted that. So I asked ML if we could take it easy tonight and just lay with each other and make love. Those were apparently the exact words she wanted to hear, as she responded with an empahtic YES!

Before ML brought the kids upstairs to bed, she handed me the key to the Jailbird and whispered to me to unlock myself for when she came back downstairs. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I didn’t expect this kind of love making! I quickly whipped the cage off and waited for her to come downstairs. We sat with each other for a little while, kissing as we slowly undressed. Once we were fully naked, ML got up and got her phone and told me to get ready to shoot a video.

As I hit record, she took my cock in between her beautiful tits and started rubbing them up and down my shaft. Oh my God, it felt so good! I was almost ready to blow my load in seconds. In between breathy moans, I told ML that I was getting close to cumming. I expected her to slow down, but she continues the titty fucking. I told her again, this time in a semi-pleading tone. She responded by simply shhhh-ing me and moving her tits up and down even faster. She continued until I could feel my orgasm hurtling towards me. There was no stopping it now!

And then I was cumming! I was having my first orgasm in 80 days, and it was hitting me hard. I moaned and whimpered as it pulsed through my entire body. I looked down at my cock, spurting cum all over ML’s titties (I thought there’d be a lot more, but then I remembered the milking session on the weekend). It just barely registered in my mind that I was recording the whole thing. Somehow I ended up getting a great angle on the whole thing!

My Lady cleaned the cum off of her tits, and I immediately laid her down on the couch and climbed on top of her. I entered her, and we truly made love. It felt so amazing to not have to slow down, or worry about accidentally cumming. In fact, since I had just had an orgasm, I was hanging in there pretty well. Still, it didn’t take all that long until I was ready to cum again. I picked up my pace and thrusted a little deeper, and just as my orgasm started I felt ML’s body tighten underneath me. Oh God, we were having a mutual orgasm… fuuuuuuuck it was beyond awesome. I could feel the waves of pleasure flowing through both of our bodies as we shared an intense orgasm. What a wonderful night.  😀

So, in the end, we came up a week short of the intended Maybe Day, but that’s why we call it Maybe Day. ML has the right to give me an orgasm sooner or later, completely up to her discretion. And she needed that closeness today. We both did. I’m not sure if the fact that it was 80 days factored in to her decision or not; she does love round numbers after all.  😉

My Lady sent me to work tonight wearing the Jailbird again. I am thankful for two things. Actually, make that three, with my orgasm being one (hehehe). I’m glad that I don’t have any guilty/down feeling about cumming. I’m not disappointed about not being made to hold out longer. In fact, I’m happy that ML made a decision that she wanted instead of just blindly pushing to Maybe Day. I’m not sure how my moods will be in the next few days, but right now I’m feeling good. I’m also thankful that I’m not mopey about going back into the cage. It felt good to go back in at ML’s direction. I don’t find myself feeling cheated or wanting more time out.

And what about the plan for my next denial stint? Neither of us are really sure where it’s going to go. ML has mentioned a number of options. She has thought about locking and unlocking me multiple times and perhaps not even giving me a real denial time – allowing me to cum fairly often for a little while. She has also mentioned the possibility of locking me up 24/7 with no release time until my birthday and seeing where it goes from there. Honestly, anything she chooses will be perfect as long as she makes the choice freely and without pressure.

My mind is ultra-creative. I get TONS of ideas. And, being the incredibly horny guy that I am, I have lots of sexual fantasies.

Part of the chastity agreement that My Lady and I developed involves the requirement that I share all of my sexual fantasies with her. A problem arises, however, because a lot of my current fantasies involve ways that ML would dominate/tease/deny me. How am I supposed to explain these desires of mine without making ML feel obligated to fulfill them?

The dreaded “Topping From the Bottom” dilemma.

I used to be very concerned that my fantasies and ideas would influence ML’s dominating behaviors. And with good reason, apparently: ML has confessed to me that early in our chastity adventures, she would sometimes alter her plans for me based on what she thought I wanted or what she thought I could handle. This is the opposite of what makes chastity so exciting for me. Although I would like her to tease me in certain ways, the best thing would be for her to do what she wishes, without concern for my desires.

But still… those ideas…   🙂

We’ve since figured it a way for me to share my fantasies without me influencing what ML does. Now I tell her about my fantasies with absolutely no expectations of them being fulfilled, and she sees these fantasies as options she can choose from or ignore as she chooses. It’s just like a menu at a restaurant: the menu gives you a list of the dishes available, but you don’t have to eat them all. You can choose the one that suits your appetite the most.

Earlier today, ML and I were discussing possible plans for the next year and a half or so of our chastity play, even tossing around ideas as to which devices I would wear at which times, etc. I could tell ML was enjoying the ideas – her pussy was SOPPING wet afterwards – but I also know that none of it is set in stone. My Lady’s appetite can change daily and she is totally in charge of my chastity. My ideas could make it more exciting for the both of us, but she is always in complete control.

Neither of us would have it any other way.

I got this really great green dress for my birthday from an aunt so I decided to wear it to church today. This is what my handsome hubby has had to look at all day long…

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All day he’s been telling me how ridiculous it is that he has to stare at my boobs and the keys hanging there at my cleavage. I think it gets to him more knowing that the next time he gets to cum it will be on these tits while being videoed for later torment.

I’m not positive but there is a guy at church who had this thing for the keys around my neck. I noticed him taking a really good look today and I wonder sometimes if he knows and wants to ask about it haha. He is the one who asked me when I first started wearing it and I have him the “it’s the key to my treasure box” line. He gave me a little chuckle and accepted my answer back then. But… I do wonder because I see him looking! 🙂

Seriously, I can not take it anymore! I’m so fucking horny!! I totally don’t care that I’m on my period, I just went upstairs and woke cagedmonkey up by removing his cage. Once I got it off I stroked him to a nice big fat erection, climbed up on top of him and pounded my pussy down on his lap. I really really need a good hard fucking, but I need to be the one who uses his body like a sex toy to pound my pussy good.

So bad I wanted to fuck him harder just now but I couldn’t because our daughter was downstairs. I wanted to hear him whimper and moan as I selfishly used his body for my pleasure. I wanted to scream out a good hard cum all over his cock.

Really I’ve been fantasizing about our hood lately. I want to tie him to the bed, hood him and use him as nothing more than a hard cock to ride, topound my pussy with. And nothing more than a face to cum all over as his tongue penetrates my pussy and asshole. I want to have no regard for his sexual pleasure. I need to just fuck him hard… so hard I want to have trouble walking after.

I swear I need to get my kid a babysitter or a class to take, I’m going to die if I don’t get to use him like nothing more than a toy for my pleasure. I need to hear him agonizing without his own orgasm.

Argh!