I wrote this post last Friday while I was up very early enjoying my coffee and thinking about the week ahead. Life got busy, so I wasn’t able to publish it at the time but the thoughts still feel worth sharing.
That morning I was sitting there with my coffee, reflecting on everything that had happened. (if you haven’t read her account yet, you really should—it was intense) That experience put me into such a deep sub space that I felt like I was floating on adrenaline for days afterward. It was incredible, and I was a little worried I might drop hard from the high. Thankfully, between my own growing self awareness and Michele’s guidance, I came down gently and stayed feeling fulfilled all week.
And by “fulfilled,” I also mean literally full. I’d had my big stainless steel plug in ever since that session. I love the constant reminder of Michele’s control, especially when we’re physically apart. It helps me stay connected and centered through the tougher moments of distance.
That Friday morning I was literally sitting on the Pure Plug 2.0, savoring that feeling of being owned. But I knew it was time to take it out before heading to the airport. As comfortable as I am going through TSA locked in my Steelheart, I really didn’t want to risk any discomfort with the Pure Plug 2.0. So I had to say goodbye to that wonderful fullness for a while.
I remember thinking about the literal (and figurative) emptiness I’d feel once it was out. Fortunately, that emptiness didn’t last long, it was quickly replaced with pure joy when I finally saw Michele later that day.
Looking back now, it was a fantastic weekend, just as I’d hoped. The high from the previous week carried through beautifully, and reconnecting in person made everything even better.
I hope you all had a great weekend too, mine definitely was.
John
